Thursday, June 19, 2014

HAWGTIED NAKED AND FORCED TO SWALLOW

That's what happened to me in the county jail, before I even got to state prison. They really didn't need to hog tie me in the cell, I had already been turned out as a sissy, and was willingly giving guys blow jobs and having them fuck me in the ass. They tied me up for the humiliation factor. I was hog tied, like a piece of white meat on a bunk in a cell, while the black and latinos stepped up and skull fucked my mouth, ejaculating into my throat.

I got my cherry popped by a black guy in a video booth of SECRETS adult bookstore on San Pablo Ave. in El Cerrito, Ca. I had been going there for several weeks, sucking men off in the booths. I had begun stripping down nude and wearing high heels and lipstick and sucking men off. A lot of guys had expressed the desire to fuck me in the ass, but up until then had been scared. I was afraid of the pain - even though I was constantly dreaming about having guys fuck me. I would think about it all day, going crazy! I couldn't wait until my wife left for work! One night I stopped off at the adult bookstore on Georgia Street in Vallejo, and bought a tube of Anal-Eze. Then I drove to El Cerrito, to my favorite adult bookstore. As usual I got a booth, took off all my clothes, put on my high heels, applied some red lipstick, and unlocked the door. I raised my legs and put a big gob of Anal-Eze on my rectum, working it in with my fingers. I had SUCH a hardon! Over the next hour I sucked 4 guys off. Then this one REALLY cute black guy came into my booth, and something told me that he was gonna be the one. He took off all of his clothes except for his basketball shoes. He had a big cock - at least 10 inches - and bone hard, standing straight up! I got down on my knees at his feet and began to suck his dick. It was so big and HARD and I ran my whorish ba-ba up and down the length of it, like an ear of corn! I licked his balls and sucked them into my mouth. Well, that's when I knew I was bout to get fuck, because he leaned forward to feel up my bare buttocks. His big hands felt good as he cupped my nalgas. He took my arm. "Stand up, sissy", he said. "Lemme see that ass."
I obeyed him, wiggling my hips. "That ass does NOT belong on a guy," he said. "Those titties either."
"You wanna fuck me?" I asked over my shoulder. He came up on me his body on mine. His hands were fondling my tits and he was kissing on my ears and neck. I could feel his hardon laying on my buttocks. I reached behind me and squeezed his cock, choking it near the base. I was a little nervous, but I knew that if I ever wanted to feel like a real woman, I had to start sometime.
"I want that pussy, baby", he growled in my ear. There was hardcore rap music playing on the overhead as he put his cock to the mouth of my rectum, and began to push it in. There was a little discomfort as it popped in, but not much. The ANAL-EZE was working! I finally had a cock up my ass! This was all I ever wanted from the time I was 12 or 13 years old - to be fucked by a big, masculine MAN!
He worked that hard black cock up my ass until he was balls deep. Then he began to fuck me with long, slow strokes, his hands all over my bare body. AIII, Si BUGARRON!! He took me in his big strong arms and began to really fuck me hard, his balls slapping up against the backs of my thighs. He had me in a head lock! I put my dainty hands up on his knotty forearm as he raped me in that booth. Suddenly he tensed and I felt his cock jumping in my belly as spurt after spurt he filled my belly with his semen. Slowly he eased his still hard cock from my rectum and I remember thinking how it felt so good - like taking a hard constipated shit! You know that feeling? When you take a hard shit - how good it feels coming out? That's how his black cock felt as it eased out of my greasy anus! I turned and dropped to my sissy knees on the bare hard floor, and took his naked boner in my mouth, cleaning it good with my mouth and tongue! Then I grabbed some napkins from the bench and cleaned my saliva off his penis. "Didja like it, honey?" I asked, looking up at him, eager to please.
He looked down at me and patted my cheek. "Yeah, that was good, sissy! That pussy was TIGHT!" I smiled to myself. I didn't tell him that he had been the ONE! You know, girls, the ONE you never forget - the man who cherried you! After he left I got fucked 3 more times that night by different men. That was on a Wednesday night. By Sunday I had gotten ass fucked by over 20 men, and then I gave up tryna count them.
The cute Caucasian teen cocked his buttocks up on the motel bed. He was lying face down on the bed, completely naked, and he was trying to get his boyfriend's attention by wiggling his nalgas! He felt Butch's big hand cupping his buttocks and he smiled to himself. He was spread and he knew that Butch had a good view of everything! He gave his lover a sexy anus wink! He laughed silently when he heard Butch's deep voice groan in response, and caught his breath when he felt Butch's thick finger in his ass hole. Butch got on the bed, covering his sissy with his own big body. Kevin shivered when he felt a kiss on his back, and the feel of Butch's hard muscles on top of him. The big negro lay on top of his white sissy and wrapped his big muscles around him. Kevin could feel Butch's big hardon pressed on his buttocks. He knew that he was about to get fuck. Butch raised up and mounted the cute young sissy, his hardon at the mouth of Kevin's naked anus. Kevin wiggled his hips and caught his breath as the plum sized head of Butch's hard black cock pushed into his greasy anus. The sissy whimpered as the big black hardon worked slowly up inside of him - until Butch was inside, his hairy black nuts resting on Kevin's smooth white buttocks. Then Butch began to fuck his caucasian puta, slowly at first but then with increasing ardor until he was slamming - flesh slapping against flesh - the headboard pounding against the wall, accompanied by the sissy's shrill screams. Suddenly the big negro tensed and shouted out in a loud voice as he nutted in Kevin's bare anus, filling the little faggot's guts with his seed. Later, Kevin sat at the dressing table, teasing up his blonde hair, using LOTS of hairspray. He applied some fresh red lipstick to his full lips, his eyes colored with green eyeshadow. He was excited because Butch was bringing him to a gay nightclub tonight - it was tranny night - and Butch told the youngster they could make a lot of money there
So I was on my knees, suckin’ this guy’s cock, and he asks me, “Where did you learn to suck cock like that?”
“I been suckin’cock since I was 12 years old,” I told him. “So I’ve had LOTS of practice, honey.” I told him.
“Get out!” he said. “Serious?” So I made up this whole story about how when I was 12, my mom’s black boyfriend, Junior, caught me in a pair mom’s high heels, some of her lipstick – and nothing else. Instead of being angry he told me how sexy I was and he took me in his arms and kissed me, placing my right hand on the bulge in his basketball shorts. “You ever suck cock, Kevin?” he asked me.
I shook my head shyly. “Not yet.” I said. “But I seen girls doin’ it in porno movies.” Junior took my hand and led me into his and mom’s bedroom. He took the remote and started a porno. It was of a petite blonde girl giving a huge black guy a blowjob. Junior stripped off his tank top and told me to take his shorts off. What a gorgeous black body! All hard muscles and tattoos!
I knelt to obey him, hooking my thumbs in the waistband of his shorts, pulling them down.“Draws, too, Kevin,” he ordered. I pulled his jockeys down, freeing his 10inch cock! It was so big and really rigid – big as the actor in the porno. There was a large bead of semen forming on the head of his dick – it looked like a pearl. Instinctively my tongue flicked out to lap it up. “Kiss it, Kevin – kiss on the haid, sissy!”
I planted a big juicy kiss on the head of his cock, and then took it into my mouth and began blowing him. He moaned loudly in his deep bass voice – so manly! – as I engulfed his hard cock deep into my mouth. I began sucking him, just like I had seen so many women do. And now I was the woman! Just like them! Just like I had dreamed about. I sucked and licked his cock from balls to tip, slavering on it like it was a big ear of corn!
Junior had really big, powerful thighs – hard like iron! As I blew him I ran my dainty little hands all over those big hairy LEGS! He LOVED that! He told me to get down and suck his balls – he had HUGE balls! They were hanging above my face as I opened wide sucking one at a time into my mouth. It felt SO fuckin’ HAWT to have a pair of hairy balls in my mouth. I had him by the balls! I had the Bull by the balls!
He turned and spread his buttocks. “Eat that ass, bitch!” he ordered me. I hungrily obeyed him, pushing my pale, white face into his anus, tongue flicking, lips sucking –gnawing on his rectum. I ate his ass hole until my jaws were numb. Suddenly he turned and thrust his cock back into my mouth, pushing it deep – so deep I was retching. He had one large hand under my chin, and the other on the back of my skull, holding my head immobile, working his black cock down my throat, balls deep, so that my nose was pressed to his pubis – and I felt warm semen filling my throat – as he ejaculated with a loud yell.
Gradually he relaxed the hold on my head and slowly withdrew his cock. “Clean it off, sissy– use that mouth” he said. I hungrily licked his still hard penis clean, squeezing it near the base to milk out every last drop of his Negro cum juice.
Later, as we cuddled nude in my mom’s bed, He asked me if I had enjoyed it. “Yes, Junior,” I said.
DADDY –he told me – “From now on you call me DADDY!”
“Yes, Daddy!” I repeated, my face on his bare chest, my nose inhaling the musk from his armpits.
That's the story I told my trick in the booth at Flixxx adult arcade. As I was suckin' him off I'd pause periodically to tell him more titillating details of my life. Like when I was sent to prison at age 17, and turned out by the black inmates as a prison "woman", made to wear lipstick and eyeshadow, and wear tanktops cut and sewn to fit like a tight short dress, shorts and halter tops, and forced to whore for a big black bully, who pimped my white sissy ass out to all the negro men on the cell block!
Hunky men having naked homosexual love! Big naked muscleman, about 40, on top of a smooth young 15 year old twink, his big cock up the young faggot's ass in the back room of a noisy gay bar! I want to be 12 or 13 and get on my knees naked and give big grown men hot bareback blowjobs! I want to be in the hot, sweaty dark arcade, giving nude blowjobs and letting big men fuck me in the video booths. Shaved his legs and then "he" was a "she"!! I love being queer! it's so fucking SEXY! Last weekend a guy throat fucked me so hard! Finally he shoved his cock as far down my throat as he could. I was retching, choking, and gagging. I tried to back my head out but he held the back of my head so strongly that I couldn't even move an inch, because he had my chin in one hand and the back of my skull in the other and then he ejaculated all of his semen deep into my throat. Before I sucked his cock he made me stand and display my ass, and he slapped my bare buttocks - HARD! Sugar plum faery nevah once gave it away - made the big men pay and pay - plucked his eyebrows along the way - shaved his legs and then HE was a SHE!

Wednesday, April 9, 2014


I'll never forget the night I got cherried. It was in Dallas, Texas and let's just say, I was really young. I had gone out drinking with some friends and we got seperated. I was so drunk I fell asleep in an alley. When I woke up it was 2 a.m. and I had no idea where I was. I was still quite intoxicated, so I wandered around until I found a bus station. I had to pee really badly so I went in and, for whatever reason went in one of the stalls to pee, instead of using the urinals. I don't remember how it happened but suddenly there was a guy next to me and he was peeing in the same toilet bowl as I was. And his dick was hard! I just remember feeling his cock and squeezing it - and getting hard myself.

He took me to a run down hotel and we got a room on the 4th floor. It was a big room but really seedy looking, with an iron bed. We were both so fuckin' HORNY! He was an older guy, in his forties, about 6 feet tall and bald. We both stripped nude and I checked out his body. He was muscular - wiry - and had a lot of tattoos. His dick was over 6 inches and curved straight up it was so hard. He crooked his finger at me, motioning me to come to him. I started to come to him but he said, "Uh uh. On your knees, honey."
I sank to my knees and crawled to where he was standing. I had never sucked a cock before, but had watched enough porn to know what to do. Mmmm! My first taste of cock! I blew him and he was playing with my hair - I had long blond shoulder length hair.
He entwined his fingers in my hair, pulling it up into a tight topknot, so that he could control the movements of my bobbing skull. Suddenly he pulled my head back, his sloppy, gristly cock sliding from my hungry mouth.

"Why, honey?" I started to say, but cried out in pain instead as he jerked me to my feet, using my topknot as a handle. He walked - or I guess I should say - dragged me over to the bed - half on my feet, half on my knees - and lay me down on the piss stinking mattress. He turned off the light and got on top of me. He was all over me, kissing on my face, my lips, my ears, my neck. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven! He began sucking on my titties and I sobbed.

"What's wrong?" he said.
"Am I your woman?" I asked him. "You are my woman, baby!" he said nuzzling on my bare tits with his rough sandpapery face.

"Am I like a real woman?" I asked. He kissed me long and deep. "You are all woman, baby," he said.

He had a small tub of vaseline and he scooped up a gob with his 2 fingers. He had thick, calloused fingers. I gasped as I felt a finger enter my anus. "Relax, baby," he said softly. "I ain't gonna hurt you."

We began making out, lots of tongue and saliva, and it made us both really horny. I wanted him to fuck me, even though I was scared that it would hurt.

"Fuck me, sweetheart," I whispered in his ear. "I want you inside of me - wanna be your woman for reals!"
He raised my smooth legs up over his muscular shoulders and I felt his dick near the mouth of my hole. Then the thrusts! I started to scream out in agony, but he clasped his hand over my mouth and continued to work his hardon into my ass. He had me pinned to the bed and there was no way I could squirm away from under him. Suddenly I felt his dick slide deep inside of me and the pain subsided. That's when he gave me the best fuck of my young life

I'm looking for a big dominant bully who will humiliate me in public. I want him to slap me around in the corridor in Flixxx while people are watching. And I'll be whimpering and cowering and calling him "Daddy!"
I want to whore for my big black "Daddy". I'm like sexy Rhianna - I like the feeling of being somebody's girl - especially if he a handsome nigga man!

A big muscley black man pimps out his white sissy on the cell block. He watches as his ho struts down the block, wearing nothing but a pair of skimpy short-shorts and a halter top, soliciting men as "she" walks. "She" knows that she has to make some "paper" for "her" man, else "she" gone be gettin' a beating from him.

"Pump that nice white ass fo yo man, sissy! The queen loves hearing his deep bass voice shout out in pleasure as he empties his seed deep in the sissy's bare ass. "She" wiggles her naked hips to make his dick hard, then kneels to give him a wild blow job.

This is the story of Keven, a 24 year old white guy who went to jail for shoplifting. While in jail he was, through threats of violence, forced to perform oral sex on several African-American inmates. After a severe beating Keven turned to Oscar, a muscular black Puerto Rican inmate for protection. In return Keven had to become Oscar's "woman". Oscar renamed Keven "Gloria", and forced him to dress and act like a real woman. While walking down the cell block wearing a pair of tiny short-shorts, a halter top, lipstick and mmascara, Keven thinks about Baby, his Asian wife, and what she would think if she knew what he had become behind bars.

Some of the Negro inmates set up a sort of strip club in the dayroom, and had their caucasian sissies do sets, dancing completely nude on the tables for the black and Latino inmates. The squealing caucasian Queens boogied completely nude on the tables, to the music of the hardcore rap videos that were on the television, their pale, white skin, with bruises and varying degrees of prison tattoos, red lipstick on their pouty lips. The horny inmates sat at the tables, feeling the sissie's smooth, silky, bare legs. If a man wanted to touch, he had to give the faggot something - a candy bar, toothpaste - whatever. If he wanted a lapdance it cost more. If he wanted a private lapdance - which could be a blowjob, or a fuck - the faerie would bring him to an empty cell and service him in private. In any case, it was up to the sissy to get the payment - to give to her big Negro bugarron. Just like out on the streets, these putas know better than to short change a pimp. This became Keven's - "Gloria's" life. And while "she" was getting a beating in a cell from "her" big Negro pimp, her Asian wife - Baby - was watching television just 3 miles away, totally unaware of the humiliation her husband was undergoing.

Little caucasian faery boy, hawt for muscley Negro men!

 

Sunday, April 6, 2014

SALVAJE BAYOT!

Well, it happened - I got fucked - and fucked good! I went to the adult bookstore tonight, and after changing into a cute little black minidress, my high heels, a red wig, and some hot red lipstick, I went out onto the floor. It was slow, so I went to my corner and waited. Soon a guy went into a booth and left the door open. He took out his cock and played with it. Finally I called out, "Do you want a blowjob?"

He nodded and I went to his booth and took off my bikini. Then I knelt down and began sucking his cock. "Oh," he said. "You love suckin" cock, don't you?"

"Yes," I answered. "I learned in the house of correction. Then I bent and gave him a nasty blowjob until he came in my mouth.

"Didja like it?" I asked him.

"Oh yeah!" he said. "I needed that release."

I went back to my corner outside booth 15. After a few minutes a guy walked by and went into booth 14 - which is opposite booth 15. So I went in and looked through the glory hole. He was standing there completely naked - a nice hairy body! He neared the hole and I said, "want me to come over there?"

"Sure," he said. So I stripped naked to just high heels and went over to his booth. He was seated on the bench, his dick rigid hard. I knelt and he began playing with my tits. "Oh, daddy, I love gettin' my tits pinched." I said. I was hoping that he'd pinch til I wanted to scream, but he never got that rough. I bowed my head and began tounging the hard gnarly gristle. OH! His cock was SO fuckin' HARD!!

After a few minutes I asked him if he liked the blowjob. He told me that he loved it and he wanted something more. "Like what, daddy?" I asked him. "You want to fuck me?"

"Oh yes I do," he answered. "I fucked you before, remember?" Oh motherfucker! Now I was so fucking horny for his cock in my ass.

"Ima make this blow job good,' I thought as I savored his hard dick in my mouth. I nibbled and flickered my tongue around the head of his erect cock, like a rat on cheese! "Please fuck me now!" I begged him. Yes, here I was, completely nude in a pair of high heels and lipstick, on my knees, and literally BEGGING this sexy, hairy man for his cock! Oh, and I kept praising his beautiful hairy legs and running my hands all over those marvelous HAIRY LEGS!

I applied some KY jelly all over his veiny cock and stood facing the video. I spread my bare buttocks and waited for the feel of meat. He pushed the head of his cock into my anus and I felt that brief but intense pain and the head went in. Oh the agony was so sweet! Then the big hard dick slid inside of me. He began fucking me and I was babbling nasty profane filth.

He grabbed my hips and raped me naked in high heels. God that fuck felt sooo fuckin GOOD! I boogied naked on his erect cock, enjoying every second of the feel of his poke in my fuck hole. I was whimpering in tagalog - Sus! Wala stik, uy! Puki mabaho! Bakla ko, uy! Gi POOK! I felt like a Filipina bitch getting fucked in the ass by a bigaun bull, a butakal!

As he fucked me I could her him moaning and I knew he would cum soon. He moaned louder and he pushed his dick balls deep into my anus and I felt cum spurting into my belly. Then he eased his cock out of my naked ass. "Didja cum a lot, honey?" I said.

"Oh, yeah, baby," he said, breathing heavily. I could feel semen running down my bare legs. God! What a fuckin' SISSY I am!

After he left I sucked off another man through the glory hole until he came in my mouth Everything was completely bareback, and a nasty cream pie in my ass hole!

The next trick was wonderful! He tested me to see if I was a submissive. He approached me and grabbed my ass cheeks hard. Then he took my arm and jerked me over to booth 16 and pushed me inside. "Hey!" I said.

He pinched my chin and mouth hard and said, "Don't fuck with me, cunt - you got that?" I nodded, making sure to give him a frightened look, because I wanted to encourage his anger.

"Take that fuckin' bikini off," he said. I obeyed him and stood in front of him completely naked. He grabbed my tits with the ends of his fingers, pinching and twisting the nipples. I gasped in pain and I felt my dick get hard.

"You got a nice set of jugs, bitch, hormones?" I nodded. In the joint?" he said.
"Yes," I whispered. He was wearing shorts and a polo shirt. He stripped naked and put his clothes on the bench. Mmmm! He had a really hairy body! I reached down and grabbed his cock. It was 10 inches and rigid. He smiled.

"You like that, don't you?" he asked. "That's good, because it's all going up your ass - every fuckin' inch, doll." He patted my cheek and sat down on the bench pointing to the floor. I knelt between his lags and bowed my head to his erect penis. Mayn! His dick was rigid! I began sucking his cock and balls. A lot of meyn cum within a minute of a cocksucking but I could tell that this mayn wasn't one of those. After a few minutes of a sweet blow jobs he lifted his ass and raised his lags up, exposing his hairy anus.
"Get in there," he said. I pushed my nose and sniffed his ass hole and began eating him out good. I ate his ass until my jaws were getting numb. Finally he lowered his legs and said, "Take care of my cock and nuts, sissy." I was going crazy on his dick, slobbering all over it with LOTS of tongue and saliva! Finally I couldn't take it any more. "Oh, honey - please! Please fuck me! I want to feel that snake in my ass!"
I heard him laugh. "Ok, sissy - but remember, you gonna take the whole fuckin' sausage - balls deep - no arguments."

"Oh, daddy - " I was babbling. "I want that balls deep in my hole!" I took my KY out of my purse and stuck a healthy gob up my rectum, then slathered another gob onto his penis. This was my first fuck tonight, so I knew it was gonna hurt - and I really wanted it to hurt.

I got up on the bench and he moved behind me. He slapped my ass and pushed up on my back. I reached behind and spread my naked buttocks and kept giving him some sexy ass winks with my anus. Then I felt the head at the mouth and the push. Then came the pain. OH FUCK!! It hurt like Hell! But I knew it would only last a few seconds, and sure enough it slid past the ridge on ass muscles and I swallowed him about halfway into me.

He waited for a second, then he began to fuck me. I had one knee on the bench and one foot on the floor. I moved the other knee up on the bench so that my ass was cocked up and my anus completely exposed, so that he could watch his cock going in and out - meyn like that! As he fucked me he began going deepr until finally his pubis was jammed up against my bare buttocks. He was in - balls deep! And OH! It felt SO fuckin' GOOD!

I reveled in the moment - to be stark naked in a pair of high heels, asses up and a nice hard cock buried inside of me, a big hairy mayn reaching up to pinch my tits as he fucked me - that is truly DIVINE! Right then I knew what it is like to be in heaven - or in my case Hell - which is where I hope I go when I die - to serve my Lord Satan!
Anyway, that was the peak moment. He fucked me good and I felt him lunging and heard him grunting like a stud pig, and he emptied the contents of his balls into my fuck hole - a total cream pie! He eased his nasty greasy still hard prick out of my anus. "Didja come a lot, daddy?" I asked him over my shoulder. I was still kneeling on the bench, so I pushed like I was taking a shit and I farted the cum out. I could feel it running down the back of my thighs. 'Thank you, Satan,' I said in silent prayer. Then I got down and knelt on the floor as he dressed.

HAWT WEIGHT LIFTER!

Last night at the adult arcade,I was sitting in my usual spot - booth 11 - with the door open, and I spotted a dream guy. He was about 40, and he was obviously a weight lifter. I figured that he was probably gay and looking for a guy guy, and that he probably wouldn't be interested in a feminine little crossdresser like me. But then he stopped and gave me a long look, and then I had some hope. Sure enough, about 5 minutes later he approached me. "What do you like to do?" he asked.
"I like to suck cock," I responded. He took my hand and placed it on the bulge in his sweats. Mmmm! Nice and HARD! He entered the booth, closing and locking the door behind him.
I took off my little black bikini and got on my knees before him. He took his dick out. It was maybe 7 inches and rigid hard. It curved up, like a horn. I began sucking his cock. He reached out and cupped the back of my skull, thrusting his hips forward. "Do you wanna fuck me, Daddy?" I said.
"Yeah," he responded. "Get up on the bench."
Well, he didn't have to tell Little Queenie twice. I slapped some KY on my rectum and slid my greasy hand over his boner. then I got up on the bench, spread my knees apart and put my upper body low on the bench, leaving my anus spraddled and completely unprotected. He mounted me, his dick probing for my pussy. "Stick it in," he said. I reached back, grabbed his hardon and guided it to the mouth of my anus. "Go head, daddy," I said. He pushed and it slid right in. Ohh, it felt SO divine! He began fucking me, balls deep. I was wiggling my hips as he raped me, and he kept saying: "That's some good ass! Man! That's some good ass!"
He fucked me for a minute or 2 and then he came. He eased his dick out and I dropped to the floor, wanting to suck his dick clean. But he twisted away and said, "Don't touch it."
"Didja like it, honey?" I asked him.
"Yeah, it was great." he said, wiping off his cock. Then he was gone, as suddenly as he had come, leaving me to bask in the glow of our sex. I won't call it lovemaking, because it wasn't. Some men like to kiss and fondle and make out before the blowjob or fuck. But this was just pure mating, like a masculine animal (him) taking the ass of the female (me). I had sex with several men last weekend, some with bigger cocks than this Bull, but his beautiful naked muscley body was SO fuckin' HOT! I really hope I can see him again soon!

Friday, February 28, 2014

CUM HUNGRY!!

Hi! I'm an extremely effeminate crossdresser, and I NEVER get enough cum! I hang out at adult video arcades dressed in skimpy halter tops, short-shorts, minidresses, and high heels, where I solicit men for sex. You wouldn't believe how many "happily married" men stop off at these places to get a blowjob from a sexy little sissy like me. I always laugh inside when I'm down on my knees, a man's hard cock in my mouth, and I see his wedding ring, glinting in the dim light.
And how many times, after I've sucked a man off, his cum in my belly, have I heard him say, "I wish my wife would do that."
Well, ladies, I know most of you don't want to suck your man's cock, much less swallow his cum! Whereas I will kneel at his feet, play with his big hairy legs, and give him an awesome blowjob, sucking his cock AND his balls, even eating out his asshole, until he shoots his nut into my cum hungry mouth.
I have sex with an average of 15 men a night when I'm at the adult arcade. I take a man into a private video booth, strip nude to just high heels, and suck him off. Ladies, some of your husbands like to get naked too, and, guess what? Some of them want more than just a blowjob; yes! They want to fuck me too!
So, you might think that 15 loads of cum in 4 hours would be enough - right? Well it isn't. For every load of hot gobble I savor in my mouth before swallowing, I immediately crave another. It's a never ending thirst!
Some cum tastes sweet, some is bitter, some tastes like baking soda, and some even taste nasty. But this little bitch swallows them all. I sometime look up at a man, just after he has filled my mouth with his cum, and open my mouth to show him his oyster, then I swallow it in front of him!
Then, you know what else I do, ladies? I keep a rag that I use to clean off your husband's cock. Men LOVE that! I learned that from my ex wife from the Philippines, who learned that trick in a Manila brothel. Over there the man is King. That's how I treat my lovers - like they are Kings.   

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I was married for 3 years before I finally got caught. It happened when my wife went through my notebooks and found all the gay fantasies I had been writing about. The story she found was one I had just written. It was about a young guy who applies for a modeling job at a gay magazine called TORO. In the story, The young guy goes to the modeling session, where he poses nude for the publisher/photographer and his wife. Later, the publisher, a big hairy muscleman in his late 40s, comes in and seduces the young model, and they end up making love while the man's wife watches. The twink falls madly in love with the Bull, and can't stop talking about his lover's "big, hairy arms and hairy legs".

Well, Eileen found the story and confronted me. She was in a rage, screaming and calling me names like "queer", and "faggot" At first I adamantly denied that I was gay, attributing the story as fiction. But then some thought, some devil, entered my head and whispered:
"Now's your chance! Take it! You know what you are, what you've always been. Take your freedom - now!"
So I admitted to my wife that yes, I AM gay and I want a divorce. I packed a few things - just the bare minimum - I was determined to start my new life with as few encumberences as possible. It was summer, so I put on my skimpiest pair of shorts and a yellow tank top. I wanted to look gay! All the while Eileen was raging at me, crying, cursing. I packed in silence and headed for the door. I turned to look at Eileen and the kids. "Goodbye", I said.
Suddenly Eileen threw me a curve. She ran up to me sobbing and begging my forgiveness. She told me that she was sorry and that she believed my alibi about the fiction. This made this much more complicated! I could stay. Stay with my wife and kids, where it was safe, where they loved me - and let the status quo continue. Eileen and the kids were crying, but I walked out on them because nothing was going to stand in my way ever again! I was determined to have my freedom as a homosexual.
I went straight to the gay bar that I had been dreaming about and went in. I had passed this place so many times, fantasizing about what went on in there, masturbating to these fantasies in the bathroom, while Eileen was asleep. I took a deep breath and went inside. The gay bar was in a ghetto area of the city and I was only there a short time before men began hitting on me. This hot black guy told the others to get lost and he bought me a fruity drink. He asked me what I had in the bag, and I told him what had happened; that my wife had busted me with gay porn and we had a big fight. I told him that I made up my mind to quit lying to her and just demand my freedom.
I was wearing the tank top and short shorts, and the black guy - his name was Jacen - began kissing on my back and neck! I felt so sexy! And so FREE!! Free to be the feminine homosexual that I always knew that I was!
Jacen kept telling me how sexy I was and how much he like caucasian sissies. He bent his head and suddenly we were kissing. I was kissing a MAN! A gorgeous hunk of black muscle! Jacen was SO handsome - and he wanted ME!! I moved my hand to his athletic shorts and felt his boner through the material. OMG!! So HUGE, and so HARD! It felt so fuckin' HAWT to be making out with another man in PUBLIC! And to think - less than 4 hours ago, I was living with my wife and kids, no idea that my wife was gonna go through my notebooks and confront me like that! No idea that in less than 4 hours my marriage would be over and I would be in a gay bar 2 miles away, making out with a black man in public!
Then a latina came by and was glaring at us. She made some remarks to Jacen, but he ignored her. I asked Jacen why she was giving us dirty looks and he told me that she was a tranny named Carla, and that they used to be a couple. Jacen told me that his apartment was in the building next door. He suggested that we go there to have some privacy. As we left the bar a few people whistled, and I heard a woman yell out, "PUTA!" I knew it was it was Carla, but I didn't care! I felt so safe with Jacen!
I followed Jacen out of the bar and to a brick apartment building next door. Jacen lived on the third floor. It was a warm night, almost dark. As soon as we were in the living room Jacen was all over me, kissing on me and practically tearing my clothes off. When I was nude he picked me up in his strong arms and carried me into his bedroom. I remember thinking how that this was my fantasies coming true!
Jacen lay me gently on the bed and stripped naked in the dim light of the setting sun. He had a magnificent muscley body! Beautiful black muscles and a huge erect cock. It was standing straight up and completely rigid. It was ten inches of steel. He sat in a big leather chair, like a throne! "Come here, sissy",he said. I got off the bed and he said, "Uh uh. On your hands and knees. You crawl to me".
I obeyed him and crawled to him on my hands and knees. "What do you want, bitch?" he asked.
"I want to suck your cock," I said meekly.
"Then you beg me for it, sissy. I want to hear in your voice how badly you want this black cock".
"Pleeese!" I wanna suck your black cock SO bad!" I begged.
"Please what?" Jacen said.
"Please, Jacen!"

"Please DADDY!", Jacen said, irritated. I was squatting completely nude between Jacen's big meaty thighs as I prepared to perform my first blowjob.
I bowed my head so that my mouth was near the head of Jacen's hardon. I had never sucked cock before, but I had seen enough porn, dreamed about doing so many times - especially when Elaine and I were having sex. YES! - I fantasized about sucking guys off when I was having sex with my beautiful wife!
I planted wet kisses on the black plum of Jacen's dick, before filling my mouth with warm saliva and engulfing the head into my mouth. Jacen moaned in pleasure and I felt his hand cupping the back of my bobbing skull as I pleasured him. All sorts of thoughts were running through my head: 'Is this what it means to be a queer? I am a faggot now!'
I was really getting in to the blowjob now, running my wet mouth up and down the shaft of his cock, like I was eating an ear of corn! Tonguing his big hairy black balls and sucking them into my mouth, sucking his cock as deep as I could - until I retched! Jacen loved the noise of my retching. It seemed to get him even more horny! He leaned forward and reached out to feel my bare ass. "Stand up, sissy," he said, taking my arm and raising me to my feet. "Turn around, I wanna see that ass!"
One thing I knew was that I had a nice ass - one that did not belong on a guy. I also had a nice little set of tits that no guy should have either. I had always been ashamed of these - defects. But now I was considering them to be assets!
Jacen told me to dance, so I began rotating my bare hips, wiggling my buttocks. Jacen's hands were feeling my ass, and he was running his hands up and down my bare, smooth legs. "Mmmm, mmmm, MMM! Ain't a hair on that white ass!" He said in a loud voice. "Soft as silk and sweet as shugah!"
Jacen stood up and pressed the front of his body to the back of my sissy body. His hands went under my arms and cupped my tits. "You got some nice knockas, bitch", he whispered in my ear. His strong fingers were pinching my nipples - hard! I began to squirm in pain, but I was also getting a hardon. I liked it! The pain, the dominion of another man over me! He was kissing on the back of my neck and nibbling on my ear lobes, his stiff cock was pressed up against my bare buttocks. I reached back and squeezed it near the base, and he groaned in pleasure! "Wanna fuck you, baby!" he said, picking me up in his big strong arms like I weighed nothing, and carrying me into his bedroom.
He laid me gently on his bed and covered me with his muscular body. We were tongue kissing, making out, and I kept choking his cock with my hand. He put his thick middle finger to my mouth, so that I could coat it with my saliva, and he started finger banging my hole "Fuck me, daddy!" I begged.
"I got a tub of grease in the bathroom", he told me. "Go on an' fetch it to me, sissy." I got out of the bed to get the grease. "Walk sexy!" he said. "Yeah, that's it - wiggle that white ass fo you daddy!" He was laying back on the pillows, playing with his dick as he watched me in the dim light. I felt like a real whore as I walked back to the bed carrying the vaselino!
I got back in bed and we began making out again. This time Jacen scooped out a finger full of vaselino and began fingering my sex hole. It made me so fuckin' HORNY! Elaine, the kids - totally forgotten! All I cared about was this! Suddenly Jacen got on top of me, pushing my legs up over his shoulders. "Jacen", I said, "I don't think I'm ready - maybe..."
But he wasn't listening. He was covering me now, his cock pushing up against the mouth of my greasy anus. "Daddy - is it gonna hurt?" I whimpered.
"It gonna hurt, gonna hurt plenty." he said. I tried with all my might to squirm out from under him, but he was way too strong. I was in an immpossible position, my legs up over his broad shoulders. This had the effect of lifting my buttocks up slightly, and leaving my anus completely unprotected. "Gonna hurt GOOD!" he growled in my ear.
I was howling in agony as he raped me. I was screaming! It was a warm night, and the windows were open, and I knew people on the city streets below could hear my screams. But no one cared. Except for Jacen. And the sounds of my screaming only served to make him hornier. I had never had a cock up my ass before - now I had 12 inches of rigid cock, balls deep inside of me. My bare skinny legs were up on Jacen's buff shoulders, and the weight of his big body on mine had me pinned and unable to move.
When he cherried me Jacen had been uncompromising, steadily feeding his hard cock inch by inch into my naked anus - until he was balls deep. Only then did he stop, and he just lay on me, kissing on my neck and ears. I stopped crying because his kisses felt good! Then I realized - so did his cock! It didn't hurt now! Jacen's mouth found mine and we began making out. I could feel my dick getting hard, and Jacen began to fuck me - slowly at first - all the way out - all the way back in. I began whimpering in lust as he quickened the tempo, his hot kisses all over my ears, neck, and tits. His mouth felt so good on my tits! He was pounding on me now - his balls slapping up against the cheeks of my bare nalgas. He was breathing heavily and moaning in hawt sex pleasure. Suddenly he buried his cock deep into my ass, stiffened, and shouted out in pleasure as he emptied his balls inside of me - hot cum spurting deep into my guts.
Later, we cuddled naked in each other's arms, and I heard him sleeping. All kinds of things were running through my head. This is what it feels like to be a faggot, I thought. I am a faggot now - a queer. I was disgusted with myself. I lay there naked in his - in my man's - arms, and I knew that now I belonged to him, that I was his woman - his faggot - his bitch.
Call me "she", "her", "ella". Why? Well, because I'm a woman, silly! I know, I'm not a real woman, but I might as well be. Wanna be bitch. I had gotten my cherry popped by a REAL man!

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

My name is Stevie, and, Yes, I am a sissy. When I was a kid of about 13 I put on my mom's panties and some of her lipstick when my parents were out. I had longish blonde hair and I ruffled it up - kind of teased it up - and when I looked in her dresser mirror, I almost ejaculated. Because what I saw looking back at me was NOT a 14 year old skinny excuse for a boy. What I saw was an extremely sexy looking young woman - and it was ME! I went to mom's closet and picked out a pair of her high heels, stepped into them, and walked to the full length mirror in the hallway. When I saw myself in the full length - a woman with a hardon - then I DID cum. I was immediately ashamed, and couldn't wipe the red lipstick off my mouth quickly enough.
That was the first time I stepped over the line. But definitely NOT the last. I had always been hypersexual, even when I was in first grade. I used to get a hardon thinking about this one little girl in my class. I imagined her naked and I was chasing her and whipping her. I should note that I was not like most of the boys of my age, in that I was very much a born sissy. I loathed any sort of athletic sports, for example, and I was afraid of my peers because I had no real physical strength, was uncoordinated, and could not fight. I was bright enough, however, to understand that being a sissy in the world in which I found myself, was completely unacceptable. I had a real sense of shame and embarrassment. So I went to great lengths to fake it; I didn't play with girls, for example, and I avoided situations that would put myself in the spotlight. Being a weakling, I learned to be a good manipulator. I managed to make it through my youth by keeping a low profile.
So when I went through puberty and began masturbating several times a day, I figured I was normal enough. After all, I was extremely attracted by the sight of the naked women in the sex magazines that I used as a visual aid, so I assumed that I must be normal. I had heard about queers. Everybody I know hated queers. The last thing anyone in my circle wanted was to be thought of as a queer. There were queers in Providence, some of whom dressed and behaved like women. I was told that the queers had bars and clubs where they hung out. These were revolting people. So when I found myself in front of that full length mirror, wearing my mother's high heels, panties and lipstick, I was revolted with myself.
It was around that time that a friend and I were taking a shortcut through the woods. As we rounded a bend in the path we came upon a boy of around our own age, sitting on a large boulder, completely naked. We walked on in stunned silence until we heard him call out: "Do you want a blowjob?"
I was enraged. This was an affront to my maleness. I told my friend that we should go back and give this nymph a beating. We ran back to the boulder but the nymph had disappeared. My friend and I resumed our journey, speaking in tones of outrage as to what we would do if we ever saw that "faggot" again.
A few days later I went back to the boulder by myself, hoping to find the nymph - not to beat him - but to join him. To do what, I didn't know. Perhaps just to frolic naked with him, feeling the warm spring breezes on our bodies. I went back several times, but I never saw him again.
My relationship with the opposite sex had always been strained. Now that I was a teenager and full of sexual desire, I imagined various girls of my acquaintance, naked with me. In reality these same girls left me tongue tied and red from embarrassment. Many boys of my age had matured to where they had begun to look and act like actual men. I was small and skinny and had no body hair to speak of other than a few sparse, very blonde hairs on my pubis. When I entered the navy at the age of 18, I still could have easily passed as a 15 year old.
I had sex with another person for the first time when I was 18. I was in the navy and stationed in a small city in California. I still had absolutely no confidence around girls, but I was always horny. I don't know why I did it, but a few days after arriving at the base, I went walking through the city late at night. I didn't know then that what I was doing was "cruising", a homosexual term for looking for sex.
It was a very warm night and I was wearing a tank top and some really short cutoffs, and my black navy issue dress shoes with black socks. After about an hour I spotted a car that I had seen earlier. I knew that the driver was hawking me. I knew that what I was doing was what queers do - and I didn't care. I was so horny I just didn't care!
The car came by again and this time pulled over. The driver had his window down. My heart was pounding and I was really nervous. Now I knew that this time I was the nymph, out for seduction. The driver leaned over. "You need a lift?" he asked. He was a mexican, about 40, with a shaved head and a goatee. His english wasn't that good but understandable.
I got up and walked over to the passenger window. "I don't know", I said. "I'm just hangin' out."
"Come on, get in", he said, reaching over and opening the door. I was really nervous - scared - but something inside me told me I had to. I got in the car and closed the door. He drove off immediately, giving me these intense looks. I stared straight ahead. Then he put his hand on my bare leg. I stiffened, but said nothing. His hand began feeling my bare legs and I could feel myself getting hard. "Ju gotta silky skin, puto", he said. I didn't know what puto meant. "Thank you", I said, still staring straight ahead. He pulled over near a school. "Let's go for a walk", he said.
We walked to the building and he led me to some concrete steps that descended to a basement. We went halfway down the stairs, until we were out of sight. It was dark and very private. He stripped off his wifebeater and pulled off his jeans and undershorts, until he was naked in just his socks and work boots. He was really muscley and had a lot of tattoos on his chest. I quickly stripped to just my dress shoes. As soon as I was naked he took me and pulled me close to his body, leaning down and kissing me deeply, his big hands were cupping my buttocks. He was really hot. He began kissing my lips, face, ears and neck, calling me juera, puto, and linda. He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me down on my knees. "Chupar mi pollo, marica!" He choked, gripping his hard cock. "Suck me."
I had my first kiss, and now I was about to give my first blowjob. I had seen movies before of women sucking men off. I bent my head and took the head of his dick into my mouth and began sucking him off. He was moaning and ran his thick fingers through my mop of blonde hair, entwining my hair in his fingers to control the movements of my bobbing skull. I ran my hands all over his big hairy legs. Suddenly he tensed and I felt my throat being flooded with warm semen. I swallowed it and he relaxed back on the steps, his chest heaving. I remained crouched between his legs, resting my face against his thigh. I looked up at him. "Didja like it?" I asked him
Oh that was so good, juera, he said. Where you learn to suck cock like that?" I smiled and just shook my head. I felt so...right, my head on his leg, inhaling the smell of his bare flesh.
We had a cigarette and then put our clothes back on. The mexican - he told me his name was Jose - drove me to the bus station. It was 1 a.m. The last bus going to the base left a 1:15. Jose sat with me as I waited. He told me that he wanted to see me again. "I want to fuck you next time, Blondie", he whispered.
I looked at him. I was so naive. "Fuck me? But where? I don't have a pussy?"
"I fuck you from behind - that is your chocha - your pussy."
I rode back to the base, my head reeling from what had just happened. Now I was having second thoughts. I began to feel really angry - with myself - and with Jose. I began to transfer my anger to him, blaming him for what had happened at the school, as if he had raped me. After a few days I made friends with some of my fellow sailors and tried to put what happened with Jose behind me.