Wednesday, April 9, 2014


I'll never forget the night I got cherried. It was in Dallas, Texas and let's just say, I was really young. I had gone out drinking with some friends and we got seperated. I was so drunk I fell asleep in an alley. When I woke up it was 2 a.m. and I had no idea where I was. I was still quite intoxicated, so I wandered around until I found a bus station. I had to pee really badly so I went in and, for whatever reason went in one of the stalls to pee, instead of using the urinals. I don't remember how it happened but suddenly there was a guy next to me and he was peeing in the same toilet bowl as I was. And his dick was hard! I just remember feeling his cock and squeezing it - and getting hard myself.

He took me to a run down hotel and we got a room on the 4th floor. It was a big room but really seedy looking, with an iron bed. We were both so fuckin' HORNY! He was an older guy, in his forties, about 6 feet tall and bald. We both stripped nude and I checked out his body. He was muscular - wiry - and had a lot of tattoos. His dick was over 6 inches and curved straight up it was so hard. He crooked his finger at me, motioning me to come to him. I started to come to him but he said, "Uh uh. On your knees, honey."
I sank to my knees and crawled to where he was standing. I had never sucked a cock before, but had watched enough porn to know what to do. Mmmm! My first taste of cock! I blew him and he was playing with my hair - I had long blond shoulder length hair.
He entwined his fingers in my hair, pulling it up into a tight topknot, so that he could control the movements of my bobbing skull. Suddenly he pulled my head back, his sloppy, gristly cock sliding from my hungry mouth.

"Why, honey?" I started to say, but cried out in pain instead as he jerked me to my feet, using my topknot as a handle. He walked - or I guess I should say - dragged me over to the bed - half on my feet, half on my knees - and lay me down on the piss stinking mattress. He turned off the light and got on top of me. He was all over me, kissing on my face, my lips, my ears, my neck. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven! He began sucking on my titties and I sobbed.

"What's wrong?" he said.
"Am I your woman?" I asked him. "You are my woman, baby!" he said nuzzling on my bare tits with his rough sandpapery face.

"Am I like a real woman?" I asked. He kissed me long and deep. "You are all woman, baby," he said.

He had a small tub of vaseline and he scooped up a gob with his 2 fingers. He had thick, calloused fingers. I gasped as I felt a finger enter my anus. "Relax, baby," he said softly. "I ain't gonna hurt you."

We began making out, lots of tongue and saliva, and it made us both really horny. I wanted him to fuck me, even though I was scared that it would hurt.

"Fuck me, sweetheart," I whispered in his ear. "I want you inside of me - wanna be your woman for reals!"
He raised my smooth legs up over his muscular shoulders and I felt his dick near the mouth of my hole. Then the thrusts! I started to scream out in agony, but he clasped his hand over my mouth and continued to work his hardon into my ass. He had me pinned to the bed and there was no way I could squirm away from under him. Suddenly I felt his dick slide deep inside of me and the pain subsided. That's when he gave me the best fuck of my young life

I'm looking for a big dominant bully who will humiliate me in public. I want him to slap me around in the corridor in Flixxx while people are watching. And I'll be whimpering and cowering and calling him "Daddy!"
I want to whore for my big black "Daddy". I'm like sexy Rhianna - I like the feeling of being somebody's girl - especially if he a handsome nigga man!

A big muscley black man pimps out his white sissy on the cell block. He watches as his ho struts down the block, wearing nothing but a pair of skimpy short-shorts and a halter top, soliciting men as "she" walks. "She" knows that she has to make some "paper" for "her" man, else "she" gone be gettin' a beating from him.

"Pump that nice white ass fo yo man, sissy! The queen loves hearing his deep bass voice shout out in pleasure as he empties his seed deep in the sissy's bare ass. "She" wiggles her naked hips to make his dick hard, then kneels to give him a wild blow job.

This is the story of Keven, a 24 year old white guy who went to jail for shoplifting. While in jail he was, through threats of violence, forced to perform oral sex on several African-American inmates. After a severe beating Keven turned to Oscar, a muscular black Puerto Rican inmate for protection. In return Keven had to become Oscar's "woman". Oscar renamed Keven "Gloria", and forced him to dress and act like a real woman. While walking down the cell block wearing a pair of tiny short-shorts, a halter top, lipstick and mmascara, Keven thinks about Baby, his Asian wife, and what she would think if she knew what he had become behind bars.

Some of the Negro inmates set up a sort of strip club in the dayroom, and had their caucasian sissies do sets, dancing completely nude on the tables for the black and Latino inmates. The squealing caucasian Queens boogied completely nude on the tables, to the music of the hardcore rap videos that were on the television, their pale, white skin, with bruises and varying degrees of prison tattoos, red lipstick on their pouty lips. The horny inmates sat at the tables, feeling the sissie's smooth, silky, bare legs. If a man wanted to touch, he had to give the faggot something - a candy bar, toothpaste - whatever. If he wanted a lapdance it cost more. If he wanted a private lapdance - which could be a blowjob, or a fuck - the faerie would bring him to an empty cell and service him in private. In any case, it was up to the sissy to get the payment - to give to her big Negro bugarron. Just like out on the streets, these putas know better than to short change a pimp. This became Keven's - "Gloria's" life. And while "she" was getting a beating in a cell from "her" big Negro pimp, her Asian wife - Baby - was watching television just 3 miles away, totally unaware of the humiliation her husband was undergoing.

Little caucasian faery boy, hawt for muscley Negro men!

 

Sunday, April 6, 2014

SALVAJE BAYOT!

Well, it happened - I got fucked - and fucked good! I went to the adult bookstore tonight, and after changing into a cute little black minidress, my high heels, a red wig, and some hot red lipstick, I went out onto the floor. It was slow, so I went to my corner and waited. Soon a guy went into a booth and left the door open. He took out his cock and played with it. Finally I called out, "Do you want a blowjob?"

He nodded and I went to his booth and took off my bikini. Then I knelt down and began sucking his cock. "Oh," he said. "You love suckin" cock, don't you?"

"Yes," I answered. "I learned in the house of correction. Then I bent and gave him a nasty blowjob until he came in my mouth.

"Didja like it?" I asked him.

"Oh yeah!" he said. "I needed that release."

I went back to my corner outside booth 15. After a few minutes a guy walked by and went into booth 14 - which is opposite booth 15. So I went in and looked through the glory hole. He was standing there completely naked - a nice hairy body! He neared the hole and I said, "want me to come over there?"

"Sure," he said. So I stripped naked to just high heels and went over to his booth. He was seated on the bench, his dick rigid hard. I knelt and he began playing with my tits. "Oh, daddy, I love gettin' my tits pinched." I said. I was hoping that he'd pinch til I wanted to scream, but he never got that rough. I bowed my head and began tounging the hard gnarly gristle. OH! His cock was SO fuckin' HARD!!

After a few minutes I asked him if he liked the blowjob. He told me that he loved it and he wanted something more. "Like what, daddy?" I asked him. "You want to fuck me?"

"Oh yes I do," he answered. "I fucked you before, remember?" Oh motherfucker! Now I was so fucking horny for his cock in my ass.

"Ima make this blow job good,' I thought as I savored his hard dick in my mouth. I nibbled and flickered my tongue around the head of his erect cock, like a rat on cheese! "Please fuck me now!" I begged him. Yes, here I was, completely nude in a pair of high heels and lipstick, on my knees, and literally BEGGING this sexy, hairy man for his cock! Oh, and I kept praising his beautiful hairy legs and running my hands all over those marvelous HAIRY LEGS!

I applied some KY jelly all over his veiny cock and stood facing the video. I spread my bare buttocks and waited for the feel of meat. He pushed the head of his cock into my anus and I felt that brief but intense pain and the head went in. Oh the agony was so sweet! Then the big hard dick slid inside of me. He began fucking me and I was babbling nasty profane filth.

He grabbed my hips and raped me naked in high heels. God that fuck felt sooo fuckin GOOD! I boogied naked on his erect cock, enjoying every second of the feel of his poke in my fuck hole. I was whimpering in tagalog - Sus! Wala stik, uy! Puki mabaho! Bakla ko, uy! Gi POOK! I felt like a Filipina bitch getting fucked in the ass by a bigaun bull, a butakal!

As he fucked me I could her him moaning and I knew he would cum soon. He moaned louder and he pushed his dick balls deep into my anus and I felt cum spurting into my belly. Then he eased his cock out of my naked ass. "Didja cum a lot, honey?" I said.

"Oh, yeah, baby," he said, breathing heavily. I could feel semen running down my bare legs. God! What a fuckin' SISSY I am!

After he left I sucked off another man through the glory hole until he came in my mouth Everything was completely bareback, and a nasty cream pie in my ass hole!

The next trick was wonderful! He tested me to see if I was a submissive. He approached me and grabbed my ass cheeks hard. Then he took my arm and jerked me over to booth 16 and pushed me inside. "Hey!" I said.

He pinched my chin and mouth hard and said, "Don't fuck with me, cunt - you got that?" I nodded, making sure to give him a frightened look, because I wanted to encourage his anger.

"Take that fuckin' bikini off," he said. I obeyed him and stood in front of him completely naked. He grabbed my tits with the ends of his fingers, pinching and twisting the nipples. I gasped in pain and I felt my dick get hard.

"You got a nice set of jugs, bitch, hormones?" I nodded. In the joint?" he said.
"Yes," I whispered. He was wearing shorts and a polo shirt. He stripped naked and put his clothes on the bench. Mmmm! He had a really hairy body! I reached down and grabbed his cock. It was 10 inches and rigid. He smiled.

"You like that, don't you?" he asked. "That's good, because it's all going up your ass - every fuckin' inch, doll." He patted my cheek and sat down on the bench pointing to the floor. I knelt between his lags and bowed my head to his erect penis. Mayn! His dick was rigid! I began sucking his cock and balls. A lot of meyn cum within a minute of a cocksucking but I could tell that this mayn wasn't one of those. After a few minutes of a sweet blow jobs he lifted his ass and raised his lags up, exposing his hairy anus.
"Get in there," he said. I pushed my nose and sniffed his ass hole and began eating him out good. I ate his ass until my jaws were getting numb. Finally he lowered his legs and said, "Take care of my cock and nuts, sissy." I was going crazy on his dick, slobbering all over it with LOTS of tongue and saliva! Finally I couldn't take it any more. "Oh, honey - please! Please fuck me! I want to feel that snake in my ass!"
I heard him laugh. "Ok, sissy - but remember, you gonna take the whole fuckin' sausage - balls deep - no arguments."

"Oh, daddy - " I was babbling. "I want that balls deep in my hole!" I took my KY out of my purse and stuck a healthy gob up my rectum, then slathered another gob onto his penis. This was my first fuck tonight, so I knew it was gonna hurt - and I really wanted it to hurt.

I got up on the bench and he moved behind me. He slapped my ass and pushed up on my back. I reached behind and spread my naked buttocks and kept giving him some sexy ass winks with my anus. Then I felt the head at the mouth and the push. Then came the pain. OH FUCK!! It hurt like Hell! But I knew it would only last a few seconds, and sure enough it slid past the ridge on ass muscles and I swallowed him about halfway into me.

He waited for a second, then he began to fuck me. I had one knee on the bench and one foot on the floor. I moved the other knee up on the bench so that my ass was cocked up and my anus completely exposed, so that he could watch his cock going in and out - meyn like that! As he fucked me he began going deepr until finally his pubis was jammed up against my bare buttocks. He was in - balls deep! And OH! It felt SO fuckin' GOOD!

I reveled in the moment - to be stark naked in a pair of high heels, asses up and a nice hard cock buried inside of me, a big hairy mayn reaching up to pinch my tits as he fucked me - that is truly DIVINE! Right then I knew what it is like to be in heaven - or in my case Hell - which is where I hope I go when I die - to serve my Lord Satan!
Anyway, that was the peak moment. He fucked me good and I felt him lunging and heard him grunting like a stud pig, and he emptied the contents of his balls into my fuck hole - a total cream pie! He eased his nasty greasy still hard prick out of my anus. "Didja come a lot, daddy?" I asked him over my shoulder. I was still kneeling on the bench, so I pushed like I was taking a shit and I farted the cum out. I could feel it running down the back of my thighs. 'Thank you, Satan,' I said in silent prayer. Then I got down and knelt on the floor as he dressed.

HAWT WEIGHT LIFTER!

Last night at the adult arcade,I was sitting in my usual spot - booth 11 - with the door open, and I spotted a dream guy. He was about 40, and he was obviously a weight lifter. I figured that he was probably gay and looking for a guy guy, and that he probably wouldn't be interested in a feminine little crossdresser like me. But then he stopped and gave me a long look, and then I had some hope. Sure enough, about 5 minutes later he approached me. "What do you like to do?" he asked.
"I like to suck cock," I responded. He took my hand and placed it on the bulge in his sweats. Mmmm! Nice and HARD! He entered the booth, closing and locking the door behind him.
I took off my little black bikini and got on my knees before him. He took his dick out. It was maybe 7 inches and rigid hard. It curved up, like a horn. I began sucking his cock. He reached out and cupped the back of my skull, thrusting his hips forward. "Do you wanna fuck me, Daddy?" I said.
"Yeah," he responded. "Get up on the bench."
Well, he didn't have to tell Little Queenie twice. I slapped some KY on my rectum and slid my greasy hand over his boner. then I got up on the bench, spread my knees apart and put my upper body low on the bench, leaving my anus spraddled and completely unprotected. He mounted me, his dick probing for my pussy. "Stick it in," he said. I reached back, grabbed his hardon and guided it to the mouth of my anus. "Go head, daddy," I said. He pushed and it slid right in. Ohh, it felt SO divine! He began fucking me, balls deep. I was wiggling my hips as he raped me, and he kept saying: "That's some good ass! Man! That's some good ass!"
He fucked me for a minute or 2 and then he came. He eased his dick out and I dropped to the floor, wanting to suck his dick clean. But he twisted away and said, "Don't touch it."
"Didja like it, honey?" I asked him.
"Yeah, it was great." he said, wiping off his cock. Then he was gone, as suddenly as he had come, leaving me to bask in the glow of our sex. I won't call it lovemaking, because it wasn't. Some men like to kiss and fondle and make out before the blowjob or fuck. But this was just pure mating, like a masculine animal (him) taking the ass of the female (me). I had sex with several men last weekend, some with bigger cocks than this Bull, but his beautiful naked muscley body was SO fuckin' HOT! I really hope I can see him again soon!

Friday, February 28, 2014

CUM HUNGRY!!

Hi! I'm an extremely effeminate crossdresser, and I NEVER get enough cum! I hang out at adult video arcades dressed in skimpy halter tops, short-shorts, minidresses, and high heels, where I solicit men for sex. You wouldn't believe how many "happily married" men stop off at these places to get a blowjob from a sexy little sissy like me. I always laugh inside when I'm down on my knees, a man's hard cock in my mouth, and I see his wedding ring, glinting in the dim light.
And how many times, after I've sucked a man off, his cum in my belly, have I heard him say, "I wish my wife would do that."
Well, ladies, I know most of you don't want to suck your man's cock, much less swallow his cum! Whereas I will kneel at his feet, play with his big hairy legs, and give him an awesome blowjob, sucking his cock AND his balls, even eating out his asshole, until he shoots his nut into my cum hungry mouth.
I have sex with an average of 15 men a night when I'm at the adult arcade. I take a man into a private video booth, strip nude to just high heels, and suck him off. Ladies, some of your husbands like to get naked too, and, guess what? Some of them want more than just a blowjob; yes! They want to fuck me too!
So, you might think that 15 loads of cum in 4 hours would be enough - right? Well it isn't. For every load of hot gobble I savor in my mouth before swallowing, I immediately crave another. It's a never ending thirst!
Some cum tastes sweet, some is bitter, some tastes like baking soda, and some even taste nasty. But this little bitch swallows them all. I sometime look up at a man, just after he has filled my mouth with his cum, and open my mouth to show him his oyster, then I swallow it in front of him!
Then, you know what else I do, ladies? I keep a rag that I use to clean off your husband's cock. Men LOVE that! I learned that from my ex wife from the Philippines, who learned that trick in a Manila brothel. Over there the man is King. That's how I treat my lovers - like they are Kings.   

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I was married for 3 years before I finally got caught. It happened when my wife went through my notebooks and found all the gay fantasies I had been writing about. The story she found was one I had just written. It was about a young guy who applies for a modeling job at a gay magazine called TORO. In the story, The young guy goes to the modeling session, where he poses nude for the publisher/photographer and his wife. Later, the publisher, a big hairy muscleman in his late 40s, comes in and seduces the young model, and they end up making love while the man's wife watches. The twink falls madly in love with the Bull, and can't stop talking about his lover's "big, hairy arms and hairy legs".

Well, Eileen found the story and confronted me. She was in a rage, screaming and calling me names like "queer", and "faggot" At first I adamantly denied that I was gay, attributing the story as fiction. But then some thought, some devil, entered my head and whispered:
"Now's your chance! Take it! You know what you are, what you've always been. Take your freedom - now!"
So I admitted to my wife that yes, I AM gay and I want a divorce. I packed a few things - just the bare minimum - I was determined to start my new life with as few encumberences as possible. It was summer, so I put on my skimpiest pair of shorts and a yellow tank top. I wanted to look gay! All the while Eileen was raging at me, crying, cursing. I packed in silence and headed for the door. I turned to look at Eileen and the kids. "Goodbye", I said.
Suddenly Eileen threw me a curve. She ran up to me sobbing and begging my forgiveness. She told me that she was sorry and that she believed my alibi about the fiction. This made this much more complicated! I could stay. Stay with my wife and kids, where it was safe, where they loved me - and let the status quo continue. Eileen and the kids were crying, but I walked out on them because nothing was going to stand in my way ever again! I was determined to have my freedom as a homosexual.
I went straight to the gay bar that I had been dreaming about and went in. I had passed this place so many times, fantasizing about what went on in there, masturbating to these fantasies in the bathroom, while Eileen was asleep. I took a deep breath and went inside. The gay bar was in a ghetto area of the city and I was only there a short time before men began hitting on me. This hot black guy told the others to get lost and he bought me a fruity drink. He asked me what I had in the bag, and I told him what had happened; that my wife had busted me with gay porn and we had a big fight. I told him that I made up my mind to quit lying to her and just demand my freedom.
I was wearing the tank top and short shorts, and the black guy - his name was Jacen - began kissing on my back and neck! I felt so sexy! And so FREE!! Free to be the feminine homosexual that I always knew that I was!
Jacen kept telling me how sexy I was and how much he like caucasian sissies. He bent his head and suddenly we were kissing. I was kissing a MAN! A gorgeous hunk of black muscle! Jacen was SO handsome - and he wanted ME!! I moved my hand to his athletic shorts and felt his boner through the material. OMG!! So HUGE, and so HARD! It felt so fuckin' HAWT to be making out with another man in PUBLIC! And to think - less than 4 hours ago, I was living with my wife and kids, no idea that my wife was gonna go through my notebooks and confront me like that! No idea that in less than 4 hours my marriage would be over and I would be in a gay bar 2 miles away, making out with a black man in public!
Then a latina came by and was glaring at us. She made some remarks to Jacen, but he ignored her. I asked Jacen why she was giving us dirty looks and he told me that she was a tranny named Carla, and that they used to be a couple. Jacen told me that his apartment was in the building next door. He suggested that we go there to have some privacy. As we left the bar a few people whistled, and I heard a woman yell out, "PUTA!" I knew it was it was Carla, but I didn't care! I felt so safe with Jacen!
I followed Jacen out of the bar and to a brick apartment building next door. Jacen lived on the third floor. It was a warm night, almost dark. As soon as we were in the living room Jacen was all over me, kissing on me and practically tearing my clothes off. When I was nude he picked me up in his strong arms and carried me into his bedroom. I remember thinking how that this was my fantasies coming true!
Jacen lay me gently on the bed and stripped naked in the dim light of the setting sun. He had a magnificent muscley body! Beautiful black muscles and a huge erect cock. It was standing straight up and completely rigid. It was ten inches of steel. He sat in a big leather chair, like a throne! "Come here, sissy",he said. I got off the bed and he said, "Uh uh. On your hands and knees. You crawl to me".
I obeyed him and crawled to him on my hands and knees. "What do you want, bitch?" he asked.
"I want to suck your cock," I said meekly.
"Then you beg me for it, sissy. I want to hear in your voice how badly you want this black cock".
"Pleeese!" I wanna suck your black cock SO bad!" I begged.
"Please what?" Jacen said.
"Please, Jacen!"

"Please DADDY!", Jacen said, irritated. I was squatting completely nude between Jacen's big meaty thighs as I prepared to perform my first blowjob.
I bowed my head so that my mouth was near the head of Jacen's hardon. I had never sucked cock before, but I had seen enough porn, dreamed about doing so many times - especially when Elaine and I were having sex. YES! - I fantasized about sucking guys off when I was having sex with my beautiful wife!
I planted wet kisses on the black plum of Jacen's dick, before filling my mouth with warm saliva and engulfing the head into my mouth. Jacen moaned in pleasure and I felt his hand cupping the back of my bobbing skull as I pleasured him. All sorts of thoughts were running through my head: 'Is this what it means to be a queer? I am a faggot now!'
I was really getting in to the blowjob now, running my wet mouth up and down the shaft of his cock, like I was eating an ear of corn! Tonguing his big hairy black balls and sucking them into my mouth, sucking his cock as deep as I could - until I retched! Jacen loved the noise of my retching. It seemed to get him even more horny! He leaned forward and reached out to feel my bare ass. "Stand up, sissy," he said, taking my arm and raising me to my feet. "Turn around, I wanna see that ass!"
One thing I knew was that I had a nice ass - one that did not belong on a guy. I also had a nice little set of tits that no guy should have either. I had always been ashamed of these - defects. But now I was considering them to be assets!
Jacen told me to dance, so I began rotating my bare hips, wiggling my buttocks. Jacen's hands were feeling my ass, and he was running his hands up and down my bare, smooth legs. "Mmmm, mmmm, MMM! Ain't a hair on that white ass!" He said in a loud voice. "Soft as silk and sweet as shugah!"
Jacen stood up and pressed the front of his body to the back of my sissy body. His hands went under my arms and cupped my tits. "You got some nice knockas, bitch", he whispered in my ear. His strong fingers were pinching my nipples - hard! I began to squirm in pain, but I was also getting a hardon. I liked it! The pain, the dominion of another man over me! He was kissing on the back of my neck and nibbling on my ear lobes, his stiff cock was pressed up against my bare buttocks. I reached back and squeezed it near the base, and he groaned in pleasure! "Wanna fuck you, baby!" he said, picking me up in his big strong arms like I weighed nothing, and carrying me into his bedroom.
He laid me gently on his bed and covered me with his muscular body. We were tongue kissing, making out, and I kept choking his cock with my hand. He put his thick middle finger to my mouth, so that I could coat it with my saliva, and he started finger banging my hole "Fuck me, daddy!" I begged.
"I got a tub of grease in the bathroom", he told me. "Go on an' fetch it to me, sissy." I got out of the bed to get the grease. "Walk sexy!" he said. "Yeah, that's it - wiggle that white ass fo you daddy!" He was laying back on the pillows, playing with his dick as he watched me in the dim light. I felt like a real whore as I walked back to the bed carrying the vaselino!
I got back in bed and we began making out again. This time Jacen scooped out a finger full of vaselino and began fingering my sex hole. It made me so fuckin' HORNY! Elaine, the kids - totally forgotten! All I cared about was this! Suddenly Jacen got on top of me, pushing my legs up over his shoulders. "Jacen", I said, "I don't think I'm ready - maybe..."
But he wasn't listening. He was covering me now, his cock pushing up against the mouth of my greasy anus. "Daddy - is it gonna hurt?" I whimpered.
"It gonna hurt, gonna hurt plenty." he said. I tried with all my might to squirm out from under him, but he was way too strong. I was in an immpossible position, my legs up over his broad shoulders. This had the effect of lifting my buttocks up slightly, and leaving my anus completely unprotected. "Gonna hurt GOOD!" he growled in my ear.
I was howling in agony as he raped me. I was screaming! It was a warm night, and the windows were open, and I knew people on the city streets below could hear my screams. But no one cared. Except for Jacen. And the sounds of my screaming only served to make him hornier. I had never had a cock up my ass before - now I had 12 inches of rigid cock, balls deep inside of me. My bare skinny legs were up on Jacen's buff shoulders, and the weight of his big body on mine had me pinned and unable to move.
When he cherried me Jacen had been uncompromising, steadily feeding his hard cock inch by inch into my naked anus - until he was balls deep. Only then did he stop, and he just lay on me, kissing on my neck and ears. I stopped crying because his kisses felt good! Then I realized - so did his cock! It didn't hurt now! Jacen's mouth found mine and we began making out. I could feel my dick getting hard, and Jacen began to fuck me - slowly at first - all the way out - all the way back in. I began whimpering in lust as he quickened the tempo, his hot kisses all over my ears, neck, and tits. His mouth felt so good on my tits! He was pounding on me now - his balls slapping up against the cheeks of my bare nalgas. He was breathing heavily and moaning in hawt sex pleasure. Suddenly he buried his cock deep into my ass, stiffened, and shouted out in pleasure as he emptied his balls inside of me - hot cum spurting deep into my guts.
Later, we cuddled naked in each other's arms, and I heard him sleeping. All kinds of things were running through my head. This is what it feels like to be a faggot, I thought. I am a faggot now - a queer. I was disgusted with myself. I lay there naked in his - in my man's - arms, and I knew that now I belonged to him, that I was his woman - his faggot - his bitch.
Call me "she", "her", "ella". Why? Well, because I'm a woman, silly! I know, I'm not a real woman, but I might as well be. Wanna be bitch. I had gotten my cherry popped by a REAL man!

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

My name is Stevie, and, Yes, I am a sissy. When I was a kid of about 13 I put on my mom's panties and some of her lipstick when my parents were out. I had longish blonde hair and I ruffled it up - kind of teased it up - and when I looked in her dresser mirror, I almost ejaculated. Because what I saw looking back at me was NOT a 14 year old skinny excuse for a boy. What I saw was an extremely sexy looking young woman - and it was ME! I went to mom's closet and picked out a pair of her high heels, stepped into them, and walked to the full length mirror in the hallway. When I saw myself in the full length - a woman with a hardon - then I DID cum. I was immediately ashamed, and couldn't wipe the red lipstick off my mouth quickly enough.
That was the first time I stepped over the line. But definitely NOT the last. I had always been hypersexual, even when I was in first grade. I used to get a hardon thinking about this one little girl in my class. I imagined her naked and I was chasing her and whipping her. I should note that I was not like most of the boys of my age, in that I was very much a born sissy. I loathed any sort of athletic sports, for example, and I was afraid of my peers because I had no real physical strength, was uncoordinated, and could not fight. I was bright enough, however, to understand that being a sissy in the world in which I found myself, was completely unacceptable. I had a real sense of shame and embarrassment. So I went to great lengths to fake it; I didn't play with girls, for example, and I avoided situations that would put myself in the spotlight. Being a weakling, I learned to be a good manipulator. I managed to make it through my youth by keeping a low profile.
So when I went through puberty and began masturbating several times a day, I figured I was normal enough. After all, I was extremely attracted by the sight of the naked women in the sex magazines that I used as a visual aid, so I assumed that I must be normal. I had heard about queers. Everybody I know hated queers. The last thing anyone in my circle wanted was to be thought of as a queer. There were queers in Providence, some of whom dressed and behaved like women. I was told that the queers had bars and clubs where they hung out. These were revolting people. So when I found myself in front of that full length mirror, wearing my mother's high heels, panties and lipstick, I was revolted with myself.
It was around that time that a friend and I were taking a shortcut through the woods. As we rounded a bend in the path we came upon a boy of around our own age, sitting on a large boulder, completely naked. We walked on in stunned silence until we heard him call out: "Do you want a blowjob?"
I was enraged. This was an affront to my maleness. I told my friend that we should go back and give this nymph a beating. We ran back to the boulder but the nymph had disappeared. My friend and I resumed our journey, speaking in tones of outrage as to what we would do if we ever saw that "faggot" again.
A few days later I went back to the boulder by myself, hoping to find the nymph - not to beat him - but to join him. To do what, I didn't know. Perhaps just to frolic naked with him, feeling the warm spring breezes on our bodies. I went back several times, but I never saw him again.
My relationship with the opposite sex had always been strained. Now that I was a teenager and full of sexual desire, I imagined various girls of my acquaintance, naked with me. In reality these same girls left me tongue tied and red from embarrassment. Many boys of my age had matured to where they had begun to look and act like actual men. I was small and skinny and had no body hair to speak of other than a few sparse, very blonde hairs on my pubis. When I entered the navy at the age of 18, I still could have easily passed as a 15 year old.
I had sex with another person for the first time when I was 18. I was in the navy and stationed in a small city in California. I still had absolutely no confidence around girls, but I was always horny. I don't know why I did it, but a few days after arriving at the base, I went walking through the city late at night. I didn't know then that what I was doing was "cruising", a homosexual term for looking for sex.
It was a very warm night and I was wearing a tank top and some really short cutoffs, and my black navy issue dress shoes with black socks. After about an hour I spotted a car that I had seen earlier. I knew that the driver was hawking me. I knew that what I was doing was what queers do - and I didn't care. I was so horny I just didn't care!
The car came by again and this time pulled over. The driver had his window down. My heart was pounding and I was really nervous. Now I knew that this time I was the nymph, out for seduction. The driver leaned over. "You need a lift?" he asked. He was a mexican, about 40, with a shaved head and a goatee. His english wasn't that good but understandable.
I got up and walked over to the passenger window. "I don't know", I said. "I'm just hangin' out."
"Come on, get in", he said, reaching over and opening the door. I was really nervous - scared - but something inside me told me I had to. I got in the car and closed the door. He drove off immediately, giving me these intense looks. I stared straight ahead. Then he put his hand on my bare leg. I stiffened, but said nothing. His hand began feeling my bare legs and I could feel myself getting hard. "Ju gotta silky skin, puto", he said. I didn't know what puto meant. "Thank you", I said, still staring straight ahead. He pulled over near a school. "Let's go for a walk", he said.
We walked to the building and he led me to some concrete steps that descended to a basement. We went halfway down the stairs, until we were out of sight. It was dark and very private. He stripped off his wifebeater and pulled off his jeans and undershorts, until he was naked in just his socks and work boots. He was really muscley and had a lot of tattoos on his chest. I quickly stripped to just my dress shoes. As soon as I was naked he took me and pulled me close to his body, leaning down and kissing me deeply, his big hands were cupping my buttocks. He was really hot. He began kissing my lips, face, ears and neck, calling me juera, puto, and linda. He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me down on my knees. "Chupar mi pollo, marica!" He choked, gripping his hard cock. "Suck me."
I had my first kiss, and now I was about to give my first blowjob. I had seen movies before of women sucking men off. I bent my head and took the head of his dick into my mouth and began sucking him off. He was moaning and ran his thick fingers through my mop of blonde hair, entwining my hair in his fingers to control the movements of my bobbing skull. I ran my hands all over his big hairy legs. Suddenly he tensed and I felt my throat being flooded with warm semen. I swallowed it and he relaxed back on the steps, his chest heaving. I remained crouched between his legs, resting my face against his thigh. I looked up at him. "Didja like it?" I asked him
Oh that was so good, juera, he said. Where you learn to suck cock like that?" I smiled and just shook my head. I felt so...right, my head on his leg, inhaling the smell of his bare flesh.
We had a cigarette and then put our clothes back on. The mexican - he told me his name was Jose - drove me to the bus station. It was 1 a.m. The last bus going to the base left a 1:15. Jose sat with me as I waited. He told me that he wanted to see me again. "I want to fuck you next time, Blondie", he whispered.
I looked at him. I was so naive. "Fuck me? But where? I don't have a pussy?"
"I fuck you from behind - that is your chocha - your pussy."
I rode back to the base, my head reeling from what had just happened. Now I was having second thoughts. I began to feel really angry - with myself - and with Jose. I began to transfer my anger to him, blaming him for what had happened at the school, as if he had raped me. After a few days I made friends with some of my fellow sailors and tried to put what happened with Jose behind me.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

CHERRY BOY!

Dwyane started hanging out with us when I was 18. He was older than us - 28 - but he came across as someone in his teens. Because he was older a lot of us guys sort of hero worshipped him - me included. So naturally I was flattered when he began to spend a lot of attention on me in particular. A lot of the guys I hung out with were a little wary of Dwayne, because he was black and had been in jail. But Dwayne told me that those guys were hating on him because he was black. He called them playa haters. "That's why I like you," he said. "You keep it real, bro."

A lot of guys were scared of Dwayne but they respected him, and now they were showing me respect too, because they knew Dwayne was my friend. I guess I looked up to Dwayne, kind of like he was a big brother, and that's why we got so close - most guys would leave when Dwayne wanted to steal a car, but I didn't - at first because I wanted to prove to him that I was "down", and then, as time went on, because I found myself increasingly unable to say no to him. I guess I just didn't want to get him mad at me. After about 6 months Dwayne got caught stealing and ended up back in jail. He told Marlene, a girl we knew, to tell me to visit him and bring him some money for his books. But you know how it is - out of sight out of mind.

Two months later I was walking downtown and some of the guys drove by and stopped to pick me up. I got in the car and was delighted to see Dwayne in the back seat. But he was kind of looking sideways at me and, though he was smiling when he asked me why I hadn't come to visit or put money on his books, he had a hard look in his eye. I brushed it off and said something like - "I forgot", or whatever. But I was about to learn that while those kind of glib excuses might fly with the kids we hung out with, it was a different story with people like Dwayne.
We drove to Marlene's house, which is where we hung out a lot to drink and play cards. We were there about an hour when Dwayne came up to me and asked me again why I hadn't kept my promise. I tried to laugh it off. That's when he slapped my face - hard! Everyone stopped talking and were looking at us. Dwayne waited to see how I'd respond. Well, I was in shock. Dwayne was my hero and when we were together I'd do anything not to disappoint him and lose his friendship. Not only that, I was 17 but was built like a small 13 year old. I mumbled something and that's when he hit me again - harder this time. I guess he figured that since I showed no inclination to fight back after that first slap that he could open up on me. I put my hands up as the blows began to rain down on my head. I curled up with my legs up as he beat the shit out of me, until Marlene and Gina grabbed him and made him stop. Marlene gave me a wet towel - my nose was bleeding and I had a black eye and my upper lip was swollen twice its size. Later when the guys dropped me off at home Dwayne held out his hand. "Sorry man," he said. "I guess I lost it. You ok?" My heart leapt. He wasn't angry anymore! Maybe we could still be friends. Maybe I could make it up to him, I was thinking.
    
The next day I saw him downtown and we began hanging out again as if nothing had happened. Dwayne was extra nice - he bought me a soda and kept apologizing. I knew he felt bad about giving me a beating especially in front of everyone like that. I just couldn't be mad at him. After a few minutes everything was just as it had been before. Some of the guys asked me if I was nuts. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" they asked. "You're hanging out with Dwayne after he beat you up? Fuck him."
But I defended Dwayne and made excuses for him. "It was my fault," I said. "I was supposed to visit him and I didn't. Anyone would be pissed off at that."
Dwayne had gotten a job and rented a second floor apartment. He wanted me to move in with him. I didn't want to because I lived with my mom and dad, but he acted a little ticked off when I said no, and I really didn't want to disappoint him again and lose his friendship. So I agreed to move in. Everything was cool for about a week. Dwayne slept on the couch and let me have the bed. One night I was sleeping and Dwayne came in and got in bed.

"Move over," he said. I felt kinda weird because all I had on was my undershorts, and that's all he had on too. We lay there for awhile not talking. Suddenly he grabbed my wrist and put my hand on his shorts. His dick was hard. I tried to pull away but he was too strong. "Hey, man, come on! I'm not a queer!" I said.
     
He let my wrist go and took off his undershorts. I was trying to get out of bed, but I was against the wall and to do so I would have to crawl over Dwayne. When I tried to climb over him he grabbed me and pulled down my underpants and put me in a headlock. He pushed my face to his dick. "Suck it!" he yelled. I was trying my hardest to get away and then he hit me and put a knot on my head. He got on top of me and began slapping the shit out of me. I was begging him to stop and he said, "You gonna suck my dick?"
      
Well, I was right back where I had been a few weeks ago - all beat up - and scared - because no one was there this time to stop him. So I got down between his legs and gave him a blow job. After a while he pulled me up on his chest and kissed my mouth. I began crying and he was kissing me and telling me, "Baby,baby, I'm SO sorry!" he said He kissed my mouth, inserting his tongue into my mouth and suddenly I felt a twinge in my own dick. I was getting horny! Suddenly he turned and got on top of me , kissing my mouth, neck and ears.

"Baby, I'm so fuckin in love with you - don't you know that? I want you to be my woman. My head was swirling as I responded to his lovemaking. "Oh I WANT to be your woman, Dwayne," I sobbed, reaching down and squeezing his cock. "I want you to fuck me! PLEASE! Fuck me?" I begged.

"Go get that tub of vaseline in the bathroom, girl," Dwayne told me. I got out of bed. "Walk sexy, baby," he said. "I want to watch you walk sexy!" I went to the bathroom completely nude and fetched the tub of vaseline.

"Man. you look just like a woman!" Dwayne said, running his hands over my smooth bare legs and buttocks. I had never been fucked before and I was nervous, but the feel of his strong hands on my bare body made me want him more than ever. I knew that tonight was the night that was going to change my life forever. I got back in the bed and cuddled up close to his muscley body and we began making out again. As we kissed he greased up his fingers and began playing with my rectum. "OOoooh, shit, that's TIGHT, baby," he said, kissing on my neck. That pink pussy is TIGHT! Here, girl, grease my cock up."

I greased up his big black cock. "Oh fuck! I KNOW its gonna hurt - but I WANT it! Please...please, Dwayne, don't hurt me, kay?" I was babbling like a nutcase.

"Get on you knees and elbows, girl," he said. "Yeah, that's it - cock that ass up, baby! He ran his hands over my bare buttocks. OoooWEE! Aint a HAIR on that white ass!" he said. He mounted me from behind and put his arms up under mine, pulling me close to him, my back tightly up against his chest. His knee went between my legs, preventing them from closing. I felt his cock up against my anus. "Is it gonna hurt, Dwayne?" I whimpered over my shoulder.

"Gonna hurt GOOD, baby," he growled in my ear in his deep bass voice. The thought of my mom and dad and brothers and sisters - asleep now just a mile away - where I was supposed to be. I know my dad could have got me out of this, but if he could see me know he'd be SO disgusted at what his son had become. Suddenly I felt a searing pain and I screamed out in agony, using every muscle in my body to try to move away from the source of the pain. But I was immobile.

"Ssshhh!" Dwayne whispered. I screamed again and I felt his big hand clamp down over my mouth as he worked his cock deep into my anus - popping my cherry. Suddenly the pain was gone and replaced by a feeling of fulfillment. He took his hand from my mouth and grabbed my tits and began fucking me with long slow strokes.
Now I was in heaven. Is this what it is to be a woman? I asked myself, Is this how my mom felt on her wedding night?" I began instinctively wiggling my buttocks to take his cock deep - balls deep. He was fucking me hard now, his balls slapping up against the backs of my thighs. The feel of his hands on my tits, my legs, his kisses and bites on my neck and ears. Suddenly he tensed and shouted out in a loud voice, and I felt my bowels flooding with his cum. And I was thinking that if I were a real woman I'd probably be pregnant now.

He eased his greasy still hard cock out of my hole and lay back on the bed, breathing heavily. "Clean it up, girl," he said pointing to his cock. I bowed my head and began nibbling the mess off his cock and balls, feeling just like a subordinate, obedient woman - a wife. Then I lay in the crook of his arm, my face on his big chest, and I knew that I belonged to him now - that I was his woman. He had cherried me and I belonged to him. He went to sleep and I lay there, my face on his hairy chest, thinking about how I had changed forever. I was a homosexual now.

In the morning, before he left for work he kissed me and told me not to go out. "No more hanging out with the guys," he said. "You're my girl now - my wife. All you gots do is keep the place clean, cook my meals, and watch tv. Ok?" I lowered my head and nodded submissively.

That night Dwayne came home from work and handed me a bag. Inside were a couple of short sleeved button up dresses and womens panties, some lipstick, eyeshadow, mascara, and a compact. "I want you to wear these from now on." he told me. "Come on, take those clothes off and dress like a woman should. I obediently took off my jeans, undershorts, and t-shirt and put them in the trash bag he held out. Then I put on the panties and one of the dresses. The dress came down a little above the knee. I had some black socks and low rise boots - Dwayne told me they looked sexy with the dress. He told me to roll the socks down all the way. "Yeah, thats wicked sexy!" he said. "Now put some of that red lipstick on those pretty lips." I went to the bathroom and applied the lipstick, using the mirror. I couldnt believe myself how sexy I looked! I did look like a woman!
Later, Dwayne and I were watching tv. I was curled up next to him on the sofa and we were drinking beer. The door knocked. "Whose that?" I said to Dwane. He looked.
"It's Marlene and Gina," he said, unlocking the door. The women came in and Dwayne got them beers. Where's Stevie?" I heard Marlene say, as they walked into the living room. When they saw me their eyes got wide. "OHMYGOD! Stevie - is that you!!? Oh MY GOD!" Marlene said. "I cant believe it! You look just like a girl!! Stand up, honey, I want to look at you!"

"She IS a girl." Dwayne told them. "I done put her up in high heels." The women were amazed at my sudden transformation - Dwayne and I had just been to Marlene's house 2 days before. "Go haid, Stevie, show em how pretty you is."
I smiled self consciously; I had gone to school with these girls - they knew my family! I did a little walk around the living room. The girls were so nice and they told Dwayne they were gonna help me learn all the feminine arts. "First thing she needs is a sexy pair of high heels," Gina said. "Stevie, did Dwayne buy you some bras and panties, honey?"

I looked at Dwayne. He shook his head. "Nah, I ain't bought her none of that."

"Well she's gonna need that stuff, especially some panties." Marlene said. "Dwayne, why don't Gina and I take Stevie to Providence and buy her some panties and other stuff - you know, some high heels and stuff?"

"Yeah, that'd be cool," Dwayne said. He pulled out his wallet and handed Marlene some money. Then he pulled me close and kissed me hard. "You girls have fun," he said, slapping me on the buttocks.

So I went to Providence with Marlene and Gina. We went to several stores and they picked out some bras and panties for me and then we went shoe shopping, When I tried on the high heels the girls were impressed. They couldn't believe how well I walked in them. "Wow, Stevie! You're a natural woman, girl!"

That night I modeled the heels and string panties for my man in the privacy of our apartment. He kept telling me to walk sexy and he was playing with his dick. Suddenly he got up and picked me up and carried me naked to our bed. He fucked me 5 times that night. God we were so horny! We had sex until daylight. It was our honeymoon! Dwayne introduced me to eating his ass hole that night. He loved having his ass eaten out and he told me it happens in jail all the time - that men in jail have sissies like me who service them the way women do on the outside. He told me that if he ever got arrested again that he wanted me to commit a crime serious enough to have me sent where he was - in prison.

A month later Dwayne lost his job. A few days later he told me to get dressed really sexy. He told me we needed rent money. Then he took me to the city. He had bought me a really sexy pair of short shorts - really short, a skimpy black halter top, and a pair of 5 inch high heels.  Marlene had teased my hair up high, with LOTS of hairspray. I had learned to apply makeup - eyeliner, mascara, lipstick - all of that. When I was made up I could easily pass for 25.
We went to an adult bookstore in a really ghetto part of the city. It was about 3 pm. I had never been in a place like that before. The front part of the building was a stirp club and a nude modeling studio. In the back was the adult video arcade. Dwayne paid our entrance fee to the arcade in the back. It was really dark in the arcade, just a few red light bulbs. It was kind of like a maze, with narrow corridors lined with booths. I noticed a lot of men lurking around in there and as Dwayne and I made our way toward the back I could see them following us.

When we got to the far end of the arcade, Dwayne opened the door to one of the booths. I looked inside. It was filthy and it smelled like piss. There were used condoms and paper on the dirty floor. On one wall there was a tv monitor, and on the opposite wall was a bench with vinyl cushioning. We went inside and Dwayne told me to take off my clothes. I obeyed him, stripping off my halter top and short shorts. "My panties too?" I asked him. He nodded.
I stepped out of the black lacy string panties and handed them to Dwayne. He put everything into a plastic shopping bag. Then he pulled down his shorts and told me to get down and suck his cock. I squatted in front of him and began sucking his cock. Suddenly the door opened; a guy was standing there! I stopped sucking and started to get up - I thought we were in trouble, but Dwayne told me to keep blowing him. I began to feel my dick getting hard - just knowing someone was watching got me wicked horny! I had my hands on Dwayne's strong legs, and after a couple of minutes I could feel them shaking, and I knew he was getting ready to nut. Suddenly he groaned and I felt my mouth flooding with his semen. I gobbled it all down and licked his dick clean. I was squatting, completely nude except for my high heels, as Dwayne pulled his shorts back up. I looked - the guy - a young black man was still there. I smiled at him. Dwayne looked at him. "What up?" he said.

"Ain't nothin, man,'" the black man said. He was feeling his basketball shorts, and I could see a huge bulge. "She belong to you?" he asked Dwayne, nodding at me.

Dwayne nodded. "Yeah, she mine," he said. "You want some?"
The black guy squeezed the bulge in his shorts, staring at me. "Go haid, Stevie, feel of it," Dwayne told me. I reached up and felt the guy's boner through his shorts. The black man groaned and felt my blonde teased up hair. "How much you got?" Dwayne asked him.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a few bills. He counted it. "I gots 18 bucks," he said. Dwayne took the money. "That'll get you a blowjob," he told the guy. "You want mo, you gots to come up with some mo cash."

"This all I gots," he said, handing the bills to Dwayne. Dwayne stepped out into the corridor, allowing the man to come into the booth. "She swallow?" he asked Dwayne.

"Yeah, she swallow it all, my man. Enjoy." Dwayne closed the door, leaving me alone with the trick. I pulled at the waistband of his athletic shorts and pulled them down to his ankles. I couldn't believe how big his cock was - bigger than Dwaynes! I began sucking his black cock and his hairy balls, sucking them into my mouth. He groaned loudly and shot his cum into my mouth. It had only taken less than 3 minutes!

Over the next 6 hours I sucked at least 15 cocks and got fucked 8 times. At 2 am Dwayne gave me back my dress and panties and told me we could go home now. And that's how I became a prostitute. If someone had told me 3 months before that I would be a woman and a prostitute, I wouldn't have believed it. But Dwayne showed me the money I had made him - almost 400 dollars! Dwayne told me that tomorrow night we were going back out. We made love 4 times in our own bed that night. Dwayne seemed extra horny - I guess he was thinking about those men who had fucked me.

We hit the arcade again the next day at 3 p.m. Dwayne said that a lot of guys stop off for a blow job between 4 and 6 pm. After that it slows down before picking up again at 8. As usual Dwayne took my clothes and put them in a plastic bag. All I had on were my high heels. I also had a little black clutch purse, to keep my lipstick, compact, condoms, and lube in. Then Dwayne took off. He told me that it was up to me to get the money from the men. "Don' be givin' away no free pussy," he said.

My first trick was a big strong guy named who said his name was Eddie. He came into my booth and closed the door. He got undressed - completely naked. His body was really solid, all muscle and big wide shoulders. His dick was really hard and big - nice and thick and about 7 inches. I got down and squatted between his big legs. Mmmm, god his dick was hard! I began giving him a nice spit covered blowjob. As I sucked his cock I ran my hands all over his big hairy legs, massaging his big legs. He reached down and pulled me up and began kissing on my face and neck. We made out for a few minutes - LOTS of hot french kissing! As we were kissing I kept squeezing his hardon, and he was playing with my bare tits.Then he put me back on the floor on my knees to blow him again. I sucked his cock and balls. Mmmm! nice hairy nuts in my mouth. He stood and spread his buttocks. I planted a wet juicy kiss on his anus and began eating out his asshole, tonguing and sucking on his rectum.

I was so fuckin' horny I wanted to cum. He loved it when I flicked my toungue into his bare anus! He took a rubber out of his pants pocket and put it on his cock. I applied some lube to my anus, I knew I was about to be fucked, but good. He told me to stand facing the door, so that he could watch the porno on the screen and he came up behind me. He put a finger into my ass hole, then another finger and he began finger fucking my anus. As he was doing that I was moving my legs and I could hear my high heels making noise on the floor, like a mare waiting for her stallion to mount her. Then I felt his dick near my hole. I reached back and held his penis, guiding it into my anus. Ooooh, FUCK! Oh sweet jesus that cock felt sooo fuckin' sweet as it slid deep into my rectum. His big arms went under mine and he grabbed my tits from behind, pulling me close to his chest. He used his powerful thighs to give me the fuck of my night. As he fucked me he was kissing on my neck and bare back. I was babbling filth and whining like a bitch in heat. He was all over me! He fucked me like that for a few minutes, then he eased his cock out of my anus. "Didja cum, honey?" i asked him. He was pulling off the rubber. "No, I want to save my load for later." I was disappointed and I guess my face showed it. He patted my cheek. "Don't pout, baby," he smiled. "I might come back later."
      

I gave a couple of men blow jobs after he left. About an hour passed and suddenly, there he was, a big smile on his handsome face. He told me he'd gone to the diner and had a meal. While he was eating he was thinking about me and he told me he got the biggest hardon, so he decided to come back and fuck me again. "Thank you, honey," I babbled eagerly. "You won't regret it. I promise, I'ma make you feel real good, sweet man" I watched in admiration as he took his clothes off. God! he had a gorgeous bare body, soooo big and all MUSCLEY! I could feel my anus clenching spasmodically. He sat on the bench, like a big naked god and waited for me to service him. His dick was standing straight up. I squatted completely nude between his legs and began blowing him again. I sucked his cock and hairy nuts, ate his anus out again, massaged his big legs - everything! Everything to make a man happy! Anyway,he was pushing his dick deep into my throat until I was retching. His cock was covered with my spit. "Stand up!" he ordered, his voice husky and urgent. I obeyed him. He told me to kneel on the bench, facing the wall. "What are you `gonna do to me?" I asked over my shoulder.

"Gonna fuck you, sissy" he growled, mounting me from behind his cock pushing into my anus - bareback. OH-MY-GOD! He wasn't using a condom! And I didn't give a fuck either! I groaned in sweet pleasure as I felt that thick slab of meat slide deep into my shit hole.
He grabbed my hips and began ass raping me right there in the booth! I felt like a total whore! I felt like a whore in some asian brothel must feel as some big rough john brutally fucked her. I was thinking about what my mom and dad would think if they could see me right now, naked in high heels, being fucked in the ass by some hot muscle man! I mean, if they could see there son in lipstick and high heels, getting laid by a big grown man! Suddenly he started making real loud noises - "AHHH! OOOOHHH! I'M GONNA cum! OOOOHH SHIT!"
       

I wiggled my hips. "Come on, daddy," I said, "Come on, cum inside me, plant that seed deep, honey!" He groaned loudly, pushing his pubis hard up against my buttocks, his dick buried balls deep inside of me. I could feel his seed spurting into my bowels. I laughed silently and squeezed down around the base of his penis to milk the semen from him. He withdrew his cock from my anus and I dropped to the floor and sucked his still hard dick clean, sucking out every last drop of cum juice. I knelt on the floor, watching him in admiration as he dressed. When he was ready he patted my cheek. "That was great, baby," he smiled. "Thank you, honey," I said. "What's your name?" "I'm Eddie," he said. "Ok, Eddie," I smiled at him.

"I'm Stevie." He smiled again. "Bye, Stevie." He handed me the money and walked out. I was still kneeling on the floor, stark naked except for my high heels, and I was applying a fresh coat of lipstick, when the door opened. A guy looked in. I waved my fingers at him. "Hi, sweetie," I said. He came in, unzipped his pants and I blew him right there, without another word said. He came in my mouth and left.
     

About 20 minutes later I was sitting in the door to booth 11, my "corner," when I saw the Bull. This was the first time I saw him, but now he's my regular. He's built like a Bull and now every time he sees me he fucks me. We went inside the booth and we both got naked. His cock is 8 inches and always rock hard. I love blowing him! He likes it when I eat out his ass hole too. I sucked his hard cock, his big nuts, ate out his ass, then he stood me up and fucked me in the ass bareback. he never uses a condom. He fucked me hard and as he was fucking me he kept slapping my bare buttocks - HARD! "Yeah, daddy, I said. "Beat on that ass!" and he did, he beat my ass silly. Then he came inside my anus. "That's it, baby," he said. " I got places to go."

"Did you cum a lot honey?" I asked him as I knelt to suck his dick nice and clean. "I sure did, baby," he said. "I had a nice big load saved up for you." And sure enough, after he left I was squatting to piss into a coke bottle and I farted, and a whole lot of semen ran out of my anus onto the floor. I mean, it was a LOT of cum - both his and Eddie's cum mixed! I squatted and farted the cum onto the floor.

I was standing in my usual corner, next to booth 11, when this big gorgeous Puerto Rican man came up to me. He was wearing athletic shorts and a tank top. he had really big muscles and his arms had LOTS of sexy tattoos. He had very dark skin and negro features. I looked at his big muscley legs and I felt my dick start to harden. He smiled - he was SO fucking CUTE! I almost melted! he cupped my breasts. "Nice tits, sissy" he said in a deep bass voice. "Natural too. Hormones?" I nodded. He took my nipple in between his calloused thumb and forefinger, pinching down hard and twisting. I gave a little gasp and he smiled. "You like that, don't you, bitch?"      
"Yes," I whimpered. "It feels so good, papi." He went into the booth and quickly stripped off his shorts and tank top. I entered the booth and closed the door behind me. He stood there, naked except for jockey shorts as I sank into a nude squat on my high heels. The bulge in his shorts was huge. I hooked my fingers into the waistband and eased his jockeys down, the big erect cock springing straight up. I began flicking my tongue around the head and then took the head into my cock hungry mouth and began giving him a really hot bareback blowjob! Mmmm! His fuckin' cock - the raw meat tasted SO fuckin' good in my faggot mouth! I went down and took his 8 inch cock deep, until it gagged me. The sounds of my retching excited him and he began forcibly throat fucking me, until I almost puked. He reached down and felt of my nude buttocks. "Get up on the bench," he commanded.        
"But what about a rubber....?' I started to say, but he spread my ass and mounted me. I felt his big body - all of those hard muscles on top of me, his hard cock poking near my hungry fuck hole. I reached behind and guided his thick bare penis to the mouth of my starving anus and cried out as the head pushed inside of me. He reached up under my arms, his hands finding my bare tits and he began fucking me with long, slow strokes - all the way in - balls deep - and all the way out to the head. His big strong hands were pinching my tits and it hurt really bad, but i was wiggling completely nude under his naked embrace and he was so big and so fuckin' STRONG that I was a helpless white bitch to him, and he fucked me like that, like I was his helpless white bitch, until he emptied his load of hot semen deep into my whorish belly. I gripped the base of his cock with my anal muscles and milked out every last drop of hot Puerto Rican cum. How sexy is that?       

Next I blew that one muscle man again. He told me to display my ass, so I got up on the bench, 'cause I thought he was gonna fuck me, but he came on the floor as soon as he saw my cunt. I was disappointed and I told him, "Hey, you're supposed to cum in my mouth! I worked for that load!" He apologized and left. I looked; sure enough. There were 3 large gobs of fresh semen on the floor. I got down on my hands and knees and lapped it all up off the filthy floor, with no shame at all! It tasted SO fuckin' sweet! And I was SOOO hungry for sweet cum!
About a half hour later a well dressed, classy looking guy, about 45, came into my booth. I stripped nude to just my high heels and his hands were all over my bare tits. He took off his shorts and shirt and I got down in a nude sqat in just my high heels and started blowing him. he had a 6 or 7 inch cock, slim, but it got bone hard as soon as he felt my tongue on it. I sucked him really good, licking and throating his boner. He said, "Damn! Now I have to go home and fuck my wife." Whyncha fuck me, daddy?" I asked him. He looked. "Ok, is your spit enough lube?"
I reached into my bag and took out a tube of KY jelly. I squeezed out a healthy gob and greased up my anus. I got up on the bench, wiggling my nude buttocks lewdly. "You're gonna love it, daddy," I said over my shoulder. "My pussy is wicked tight!" Seconds later he was mounting me and I reached back through my legs and guided his boner to my hungry rectum. Ohhhh! So fuckin' HARD! So fuckin' GOOD! He sank it balls deep into my fuck hole and began fucking me. I was laughing and babbling filth: "Cum in my ass, sweetie!" I yelped.
"OHH! FUCK!!" He groaned loudly, and I felt his cock spurting into my bowels, filling my guts with hot semen. He eased his dick out of me and I asked him was there a lot of cum in my hole. He said, "Yeah, a lot." I started to get off the bench, but he told me to stay like I was. He said he wanted to take a few pics of my hole. He got his camera out and he told me to push out his cum. I began to push, like I was tryna take a shit, and "SHPLATTTZZZ!" A river of his hot cum splatched out from my bare fuck hole and slopped all over the bench. I could see the flashes from his camera going off as he took several pics of me. Totally fuckin' SEXY!!!
I got down off the bench and squatted at his feet. He handed me some Dunkin' Donuts napkins and I wiped his dick off. He told me that his name is Mark, and that he definitely wanted to see me again - SOON! After he left I licked up all the cum from the bench. Mmmmm! Suh-WEET

Then this one really cute young guy that I've blown several times before, came by. As soon as he saw me he turned and walked the other way. But I knew he was coming back because he always wants me to blow him. Two days before he had been hanging around, every so often walking by my corner. But I ended up leaving early and I remember thinking: 'He missed out.' So tonight he wasn't taking any chances; he approached me and said, "I need you to blow me."
"Ok, sweetie," I said, motioning him into booth 11. But he asked me if I wouldn't mind using another booth that he preferred. That was fine with me and I followed him to a booth over in the corner. He took off his pants and took a seat on the bench, while I stripped out of my black string bikini panties and got on my knees between his big legs. "I just want to ask you," he said. "Are you clean?"
        

I said, "Yes, honey, I am clean." He seemed satisfied with that, so I took a chance and said: "I could say anything I want, how do you know I'm not lying to you?""Well, I just have to be careful," he answered. So I got busy and sucked that big hard cock until he flooded my mouth with his sweet young cum juice! My next trick was a powerfully built man - obviously a weight lifter. I mean, his arms were bigger than my legs! When I saw him giving me the eye I almost shit. This was too good to be true! This kind of guy is every sissy's dream! Anyway he approached my booth (11) and asked me what I do. I told him I like to suck cock. He came inside and closed and locked the door behind him. I could see that he had a boner, so I reached over and squeezed it. It was really hard! I got down on my knees in front of him, completely nude! He pulled his dick out. Mmmm! It was maybe 6 inches and rock hard! It had a nice upward curve, like a horn. I began sucking him off. I pulled his sweat pants and jockey shorts down to his ankles, cause I wanted to feel his big muscley legs as I blew him. I was feeling his big thick wrists and hairy forearms! He was pushing hard, fucking my head. "Do you want to fuck me?" I asked him, spit drooling from my chin. He nodded, "Yeah," he said.
      

I slapped a gob of KY into my rectum and wiped my hand on his hardon. Then I got on the bench facing the wall, spread my knees wide, and lowered my head to the bench. This position cocked my buttocks up high and caused my anus to spread wide open. The muscle man mounted me; I could feel his cock near my cunt. I was completely naked and spraddled.

"Put it in," he whispered hoarsly in my ear. I reached back and grabbed his dick, just like a woman. I placed the head right on the mouth of my naked anus. "Go ahead, daddy," I said over my shoulder. I felt him thrust and his hard dick slid right into my hole. He grabbed my buttocks and began fucking me. I was in heaven, babbling, filth spewing from my bitch mouth as I felt his cock inside of me. A big, muscley man, fucking me! A wimpy little sissy, wiggling naked under a real man's domination! I wasn't a man anymore, but a female, a woman pleasuring her man!
     

Later a man opened the door and looked in. I can imagine how he felt, seeing a nude white sissy in high heels. I gave him a big smile and he came inside the booth, locking us in. I was watching some porno - a big handsome negro was fucking a white woman in the ass. The guy asked me if he could change the video. He flipped around until he came to a vid with a transexual. "Oh!" I said. "You like ladyboys, huh?"
      

"Yeah," he said. "ladyboys." I looked at him. He was tall, maybe late 30s, really good looking, some kind of latino. he was rubbing his groin. I reached out and squeezed the bulge in his pants. "Mmm!" I said. "Nice and hard!"
      

He unbuckled his pants and dropped them. Oooh! He had a nice size really hard cock! My fuckin' mouth was watering! I got down in a squat and took his erect penis into my mouth. He groaned loudly in pleasure as his dick slid into my mouth. I began blowing him using lots of tongue and saliva! As I sucked him off I ran my hands over his strong hairy legs, and his moans of pleasure told me that he was enjoying the lovin' I was givin' him. "You like my titties, Daddy?" I asked him.
     

"Yeah," he said. "You like my cock?"
     

"Oh I love your cock, handsome!" I told him, taking his juicy penis back into my mouth, sucking and using my tongue all over his cock and balls. Since I been suckin' cock, I can usually tell when a man gettin' ready to cum, so I knew it wouldn't be long.
       
"Want me to cum on those tits, baby?" he asked
       

"Cum in my mouth, Daddy - please! - let me drink your cum juice!" I opened my mouth and flicked my tongue lewdly, before engulfing his boner back into my wet mouth.
"Ooohh,SHIT!" he said. "I'm gonna cum, baby!" Sure enough, I felt his cock jerking and twitching in my mouth. he groaned really loudly and I felt the cum squirting into my mouth. I pulled back so that the head of his veiny penis was at the tip of my tongue and as the semen pumped out I tongued nibbled it up from the head of his cock, gobbling up every sweet drop of cum! I sucked his dick dry and planted a big sexy kiss on the head of his big ripe plum!

All night I had noticed this one evil looking black dude kept hanging by my booth and checking me out. He told me his name was Jose, and that he was from the Dominican Republic. He had a wicked thick accent, but he was 6' 2", dark black skin, and LOTS of hunky muscles! His body was covered with prison tattoos. He had a shave head and a moustache and goatee. His dick was fuckin' at least 12 inches, and it was rock hard and curved to the left. He kept calling me "sissy", and "maricon",and "puta."
       

He came in the booth and he told me to turn around. I was completely nude he grabbed my hips and pulled me onto his lap so I could give him a hot naked lap dance. As I was grinding on him his big strong hands were all over my bare tits and he was pinching hard on my nipples. He kept kissing on my ears, neck and back. I could feel the hard bulge in his sweat pants. Then he pushed me up and he stood. He pointed to the floor and told me to get on my knees. As I knelt on the hard floor I could see him stripping off his sweat shirt. OMIGOD! I almost melted when I saw his big buff torso!  
       

I was squatting on my high heels and I hooked my thumbs under the waist band of his sweat pants and eased them down. Then I did it to his jockey shorts and his big thing sprang up, brushing my lips as it passed. Oh FUCK! My hungry mouth was watering at the sight of this big black piece of meat! Suddenly he slapped my face - hard! He took my face in his hand and squeezed my jaws - HARD - until it hurt. I couldn't say anything because my lips were mashed together. "You gonna do what I say, puta?"
I nodded, and he relaxed his grip. "You got a man?” he asked me. I nodded. "What’s his name? "
      
"He go by Dwayne," I said.
       
"Ok. You know what it means when a puta talks to another pimp? Cause that’s what I am – a pimp."
      
I shook my head. “It means that she’s choosing him – you know – over her own pimp. And so now you choosing me over him. Ima talk to your man and get this straight. But believe me, after tonight, you belong to me. Understand?”
My head was swirling. All of this was new to me and I didn’t fully understand the game at that time. I didn’t realize that whores were bought and sold like cattle. I looked at Jose. I could tell that he could easily kick Dwaynes ass. But if I thought that Dwayne was going to fight for me I was mistaken. When he showed up, Jose confronted him and Dwayne backed down immediately, I watched them talking and I saw Jose hand Dwayne some money. Then he came to the booth and said, “Ok, baby. You belong to him now. He’s gonna bring you to collect your shit tomorrow.”
Then he walked away - out of my life, just like that. I was Jose's woman now. If I thought what I was doing in the adult arcade was whoring, I was in for a real surprise. Jose was about to show me what real whoring was all about.