Wednesday, April 9, 2014

I'll never forget the night I got cherried. It was in San Diego and let's just say, I was really young. I had gone out drinking with some friends and we got separated. I was so drunk I fell asleep in an alley. When I woke up it was 2 a.m. and I had no idea where I was. I was still quite intoxicated, so I wandered around until I found a bus station. I had to pee really badly so I went in and, for whatever reason went in one of the stalls to pee, instead of using the urinals. I don't remember how it happened but suddenly there was a guy next to me and he was peeing in the same toilet bowl as I was. And his dick was hard! I just remember feeling his cock and squeezing it - and getting hard myself.

He took me to a run down hotel and we got a room on the 4th floor. It was a big room but really seedy looking, with an iron bed. We were both so fuckin' HORNY! He was an older guy, in his forties, about 6 feet tall and bald. We both stripped nude and I checked out his body. He was muscular - wiry - and had a lot of tattoos. His dick was over 6 inches and curved straight up it was so hard. He crooked his finger at me, motioning me to come to him. I started to come to him but he said, "Uh uh. On your knees, honey."
I sank to my knees and crawled to where he was standing. I had never sucked a cock before, but had watched enough porn to know what to do. Mmmm! My first taste of cock! I blew him and he was playing with my hair - I had long blond shoulder length hair.
He entwined his fingers in my hair, pulling it up into a tight topknot, so that he could control the movements of my bobbing skull. Suddenly he pulled my head back, his sloppy, gristly cock sliding from my hungry mouth.

"Why, honey?" I started to say, but cried out in pain instead as he jerked me to my feet, using my topknot as a handle. He walked - or I guess I should say - dragged me over to the bed - half on my feet, half on my knees - and lay me down on the piss stinking mattress. He turned off the light and got on top of me. He was all over me, kissing on my face, my lips, my ears, my neck. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven! He began sucking on my titties and I sobbed.

"What's wrong?" he said.
"Am I your woman?" I asked him. "You are my woman, baby!" he said nuzzling on my bare tits with his rough sandpapery face.

"Am I like a real woman?" I asked. He kissed me long and deep. "You are all woman, baby," he said.

He had a small tub of vaseline and he scooped up a gob with his 2 fingers. He had thick, calloused fingers. I gasped as I felt a finger enter my anus. "Relax, baby," he said softly. "I ain't gonna hurt you."

We began making out, lots of tongue and saliva, and it made us both really horny. I wanted him to fuck me, even though I was scared that it would hurt.

"Fuck me, sweetheart," I whispered in his ear. "I want you inside of me - wanna be your woman for reals!"
He raised my smooth legs up over his muscular shoulders and I felt his dick near the mouth of my hole. Then the thrusts! I started to scream out in agony, but he clasped his hand over my mouth and continued to work his hardon into my ass. He had me pinned to the bed and there was no way I could squirm away from under him. Suddenly I felt his dick slide deep inside of me and the pain subsided. That's when he gave me the best fuck of my young life

I'm looking for a big dominant bully who will humiliate me in public. I want him to slap me around in the corridor at the arcade while people are watching. And I'll be whimpering and cowering and calling him "Daddy!"
I want to whore for my big black "Daddy". I'm like sexy Rhianna - I like the feeling of being somebody's girl - especially if he a handsome nigga man!

A big muscley black man pimps out his white sissy on the cell block. He watches as his ho struts down the block, wearing nothing but a pair of skimpy short-shorts and a halter top, soliciting men as "she" walks. "She" knows that she has to make some "paper" for "her" man, else "she" gone be gettin' a beating from him.

"Pump that nice white ass fo yo man, sissy! The queen loves hearing his deep bass voice shout out in pleasure as he empties his seed deep in the sissy's bare ass. "She" wiggles her naked hips to make his dick hard, then kneels to give him a wild blow job.

This is the story of Steven, a 24 year old white guy who went to jail for shoplifting. While in jail he was, through threats of violence, forced to perform oral sex on several African-American inmates. After a severe beating Steven turned to Oscar, a muscular black Puerto Rican inmate for protection. In return Steven had to become Oscar's "woman". Oscar renamed Steven "Gloria", and forced him to dress and act like a real woman. While walking down the cell block wearing a pair of tiny short-shorts, a halter top, lipstick and mascara, Steven thinks about Terri, his Asian wife, and what she would think if she knew what he had become behind bars.

Some of the Negro inmates set up a sort of strip club in the dayroom, and had their Caucasian sissies do sets, dancing completely nude on the tables for the black and Latino inmates. The squealing Caucasian Queens boogied completely nude on the tables, to the music of the hardcore rap videos that were on the television, their pale, white skin, with bruises and varying degrees of prison tattoos, red lipstick on their pouty lips. The horny inmates sat at the tables, feeling the sassies' smooth, silky, bare legs. If a man wanted to touch, he had to give the faggot something - a candy bar, toothpaste - whatever. If he wanted a lap dance it cost more. If he wanted a private lap dance - which could be a blowjob, or a fuck - the faerie would bring him to an empty cell and service him in private. In any case, it was up to the sissy to get the payment - to give to her big Negro bugarron. Just like out on the streets, these putas know better than to short change a pimp. This became Steven's- "Gloria's" life. And while "she" was getting a beating in a cell from "her" big Negro pimp, her Asian wife - Terri - was watching television just 3 miles away, totally unaware of the humiliation her husband was undergoing.

Little Caucasian faery boy, hawt for muscley Negro men!

Sunday, April 6, 2014


Well, it happened - I got fucked - and fucked good! I went to the adult bookstore tonight, and after changing into a cute little black minidress, my high heels, a red wig, and some hot red lipstick, I went out onto the floor. It was slow, so I went to my corner and waited. Soon a guy went into a booth and left the door open. He took out his cock and played with it. Finally I called out, "Do you want a blowjob?"

He nodded and I went to his booth and took off my bikini. Then I knelt down and began sucking his cock. "Oh," he said. "You love suckin" cock, don't you?"

"Yes," I answered. "I learned in the house of correction. Then I bent and gave him a nasty blowjob until he came in my mouth.

"Didja like it?" I asked him.

"Oh yeah!" he said. "I needed that release."

I went back to my corner outside booth 15. After a few minutes a guy walked by and went into booth 14 - which is opposite booth 15. So I went in and looked through the glory hole. He was standing there completely naked - a nice hairy body! He neared the hole and I said, "want me to come over there?"

"Sure," he said. So I stripped naked to just high heels and went over to his booth. He was seated on the bench, his dick rigid hard. I knelt and he began playing with my tits. "Oh, daddy, I love gettin' my tits pinched." I said. I was hoping that he'd pinch til I wanted to scream, but he never got that rough. I bowed my head and began tonguing the hard gnarly gristle. OH! His cock was SO fuckin' HARD!!

After a few minutes I asked him if he liked the blowjob. He told me that he loved it and he wanted something more. "Like what, daddy?" I asked him. "You want to fuck me?"

"Oh yes I do," he answered. "I fucked you before, remember?" Oh motherfucker! Now I was so fucking horny for his cock in my ass.

"Ima make this blow job good,' I thought as I savored his hard dick in my mouth. I nibbled and flickered my tongue around the head of his erect cock, like a rat on cheese! "Please fuck me now!" I begged him. Yes, here I was, completely nude in a pair of high heels and lipstick, on my knees, and literally BEGGING this sexy, hairy man for his cock! Oh, and I kept praising his beautiful hairy legs and running my hands all over those marvelous HAIRY LEGS!

I applied some KY jelly all over his veiny cock and stood facing the video. I spread my bare buttocks and waited for the feel of meat. He pushed the head of his cock into my anus and I felt that brief but intense pain and the head went in. Oh the agony was so sweet! Then the big hard dick slid inside of me. He began fucking me and I was babbling nasty profane filth.

He grabbed my hips and raped me naked in high heels. God that fuck felt sooo fuckin GOOD! I boogied naked on his erect cock, enjoying every second of the feel of his poke in my fuck hole. I was whimpering. I felt just like a bitch getting fucked in the ass by a horny bull!

As he fucked me I could her him moaning and I knew he would cum soon. He moaned louder and he pushed his dick balls deep into my anus and I felt cum spurting into my belly. Then he eased his cock out of my naked ass. "Didja cum a lot, honey?" I said.

"Oh, yeah, baby," he said, breathing heavily. I could feel semen running down my bare legs. God! What a fuckin' SISSY I am!

After he left I sucked off another man through the glory hole until he came in my mouth Everything was completely bareback, and a nasty cream pie in my ass hole!

The next trick was wonderful! He tested me to see if I was a submissive. He approached me and grabbed my ass cheeks hard. Then he took my arm and jerked me over to booth 16 and pushed me inside. "Hey!" I said.

He pinched my chin and mouth hard and said, "Don't fuck with me, cunt - you got that?" I nodded, making sure to give him a frightened look, because I wanted to encourage his anger.

"Take that fuckin' bikini off," he said. I obeyed him and stood in front of him completely naked. He grabbed my tits with the ends of his fingers, pinching and twisting the nipples. I gasped in pain and I felt my dick get hard.

"You got a nice set of knockers, bitch, hormones?" I nodded. In the joint?" he said.
"Yes," I whispered. He was wearing shorts and a polo shirt. He stripped naked and put his clothes on the bench. Mmmm! He had a really hairy body! I reached down and grabbed his cock. It was 10 inches and rigid. He smiled.

"You like that, don't you?" he asked. "That's good, because it's all going up your ass - every fuckin' inch, doll." He patted my cheek and sat down on the bench pointing to the floor. I knelt between his lags and bowed my head to his erect penis. Mayn! His dick was rigid! I began sucking his cock and balls. A lot of meyn cum within a minute of a cocksucking but I could tell that this mayn wasn't one of those. After a few minutes of a sweet blow jobs he lifted his ass and raised his lags up, exposing his hairy anus.
"Get in there," he said. I pushed my nose and sniffed his ass hole and began eating him out good. I ate his ass until my jaws were getting numb. Finally he lowered his legs and said, "Take care of my cock and nuts, sissy." I was going crazy on his dick, slobbering all over it with LOTS of tongue and saliva! Finally I couldn't take it any more. "Oh, honey - please! Please fuck me! I want to feel that snake in my ass!"
I heard him laugh. "Ok, sissy - but remember, you gonna take the whole fuckin' sausage - balls deep - no arguments."

"Oh, daddy - " I was babbling. "I want that balls deep in my hole!" I took my KY out of my purse and stuck a healthy gob up my rectum, then slathered another gob onto his penis. This was my first fuck tonight, so I knew it was gonna hurt - and I really wanted it to hurt.

I got up on the bench and he moved behind me. He slapped my ass and pushed up on my back. I reached behind and spread my naked buttocks and kept giving him some sexy ass winks with my anus. Then I felt the head at the mouth and the push. Then came the pain. OH FUCK!! It hurt like Hell! But I knew it would only last a few seconds, and sure enough it slid past the ridge on ass muscles and I swallowed him about halfway into me.

He waited for a second, then he began to fuck me. I had one knee on the bench and one foot on the floor. I moved the other knee up on the bench so that my ass was cocked up and my anus completely exposed, so that he could watch his cock going in and out - meyn like that! As he fucked me he began going deeper until finally his pubis was jammed up against my bare buttocks. He was in - balls deep! And OH! It felt SO fuckin' GOOD!

I reveled in the moment - to be stark naked in a pair of high heels, asses up and a nice hard cock buried inside of me, a big hairy mayn reaching up to pinch my tits as he fucked me - that is truly DIVINE! Right then I knew what it is like to be in heaven - or in my case Hell - which is where I hope I go when I die - to serve my Lord Satan!
Anyway, that was the peak moment. He fucked me good and I felt him lunging and heard him grunting like a stud pig, and he emptied the contents of his balls into my fuck hole - a total cream pie! He eased his nasty greasy still hard prick out of my anus. "Didja come a lot, daddy?" I asked him over my shoulder. I was still kneeling on the bench, so I pushed like I was taking a shit and I farted the cum out. I could feel it running down the back of my thighs. 'Thank you, Satan,' I said in silent prayer. Then I got down and knelt on the floor as he dressed.


Last night at the adult arcade,I was sitting in my usual spot - booth 11 - with the door open, and I spotted a dream guy. He was about 40, and he was obviously a weight lifter. I figured that he was probably gay and looking for a guy guy, and that he probably wouldn't be interested in a feminine little crossdresser like me. But then he stopped and gave me a long look, and then I had some hope. Sure enough, about 5 minutes later he approached me. "What do you like to do?" he asked.
"I like to suck cock," I responded. He took my hand and placed it on the bulge in his sweats. Mmmm! Nice and HARD! He entered the booth, closing and locking the door behind him.
I took off my little black bikini and got on my knees before him. He took his dick out. It was maybe 7 inches and rigid hard. It curved up, like a horn. I began sucking his cock. He reached out and cupped the back of my skull, thrusting his hips forward. "Do you wanna fuck me, Daddy?" I said.
"Yeah," he responded. "Get up on the bench."
Well, he didn't have to tell Little Queenie twice. I slapped some KY on my rectum and slid my greasy hand over his boner. then I got up on the bench, spread my knees apart and put my upper body low on the bench, leaving my anus spraddled and completely unprotected. He mounted me, his dick probing for my pussy. "Stick it in," he said. I reached back, grabbed his hardon and guided it to the mouth of my anus. "Go head, daddy," I said. He pushed and it slid right in. Ohh, it felt SO divine! He began fucking me, balls deep. I was wiggling my hips as he raped me, and he kept saying: "That's some good ass! Man! That's some good ass!"
He fucked me for a minute or 2 and then he came. He eased his dick out and I dropped to the floor, wanting to suck his dick clean. But he twisted away and said, "Don't touch it."
"Didja like it, honey?" I asked him.
"Yeah, it was great." he said, wiping off his cock. Then he was gone, as suddenly as he had come, leaving me to bask in the glow of our sex. I won't call it lovemaking, because it wasn't. Some men like to kiss and fondle and make out before the blowjob or fuck. But this was just pure mating, like a masculine animal (him) taking the ass of the female (me). I had sex with several men last weekend, some with bigger cocks than this Bull, but his beautiful naked muscley body was SO fuckin' HOT! I really hope I can see him again soon!

Friday, February 28, 2014


Hi! I'm an extremely effeminate crossdresser, and I NEVER get enough cum! I hang out at adult video arcades dressed in skimpy halter tops, short-shorts, minidresses, and high heels, where I solicit men for sex. You wouldn't believe how many "happily married" men stop off at these places to get a blowjob from a sexy little sissy like me. I always laugh inside when I'm down on my knees, a man's hard cock in my mouth, and I see his wedding ring, glinting in the dim light.
And how many times, after I've sucked a man off, his cum in my belly, have I heard him say, "I wish my wife would do that."
Well, ladies, I know most of you don't want to suck your man's cock, much less swallow his cum! Whereas I will kneel at his feet, play with his big hairy legs, and give him an awesome blowjob, sucking his cock AND his balls, even eating out his asshole, until he shoots his nut into my cum hungry mouth.
I have sex with an average of 15 men a night when I'm at the adult arcade. I take a man into a private video booth, strip nude to just high heels, and suck him off. Ladies, some of your husbands like to get naked too, and, guess what? Some of them want more than just a blowjob; yes! They want to fuck me too!
So, you might think that 15 loads of cum in 4 hours would be enough - right? Well it isn't. For every load of hot gobble I savor in my mouth before swallowing, I immediately crave another. It's a never ending thirst!
Some cum tastes sweet, some is bitter, some tastes like baking soda, and some even taste nasty. But this little bitch swallows them all. I sometime look up at a man, just after he has filled my mouth with his cum, and open my mouth to show him his oyster, then I swallow it in front of him!
Then, you know what else I do, ladies? I keep a rag that I use to clean off your husband's cock. Men LOVE that! I learned that from my ex wife from the Dominican Republic, who learned that trick in a brothel. Down there the man is King. That's how I treat my lovers - like they are Kings.   

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I was married for 3 years before I finally got caught. It happened when my wife went through my notebooks and found all the gay fantasies I had been writing about. The story she found was one I had just written. It was about a young guy who applies for a modeling job at a gay magazine called TORO. In the story, The young guy goes to the modeling session, where he poses nude for the publisher/photographer and his wife. Later, the publisher, a big hairy muscleman in his late 40s, comes in and seduces the young model, and they end up making love while the man's wife watches. The twink falls madly in love with the Bull, and can't stop talking about his lover's "big, hairy arms and hairy legs".

Well, Eileen found the story and confronted me. She was in a rage, screaming and calling me names like "queer", and "faggot" At first I adamantly denied that I was gay, attributing the story as fiction. But then some thought, some devil, entered my head and whispered:
"Now's your chance! Take it! You know what you are, what you've always been. Take your freedom - now!"
So I admitted to my wife that yes, I AM gay and I want a divorce. I packed a few things - just the bare minimum - I was determined to start my new life with as few encumberences as possible. It was summer, so I put on my skimpiest pair of shorts and a yellow tank top. I wanted to look gay! All the while Eileen was raging at me, crying, cursing. I packed in silence and headed for the door. I turned to look at Eileen. "Goodbye", I said.
Suddenly Eileen threw me a curve. She ran up to me sobbing and begging my forgiveness. She told me that she was sorry and that she believed my alibi about the fiction. This made this much more complicated! I could stay. Stay with my wife, where it was safe, where she loved me - and let the status quo continue. Eileen w ascrying, but I walked out on her because nothing was going to stand in my way ever again! I was determined to have my freedom as a homosexual.
I went straight to the gay bar that I had been dreaming about and went in. I had passed this place so many times, fantasizing about what went on in there, masturbating to these fantasies in the bathroom, while Eileen was asleep. I took a deep breath and went inside. The gay bar was in a ghetto area of the city and I was only there a short time before men began hitting on me. This hot black guy told the others to get lost and he bought me a fruity drink. He asked me what I had in the bag, and I told him what had happened; that my wife had busted me with gay porn and we had a big fight. I told him that I made up my mind to quit lying to her and just demand my freedom.
I was wearing the tank top and short shorts, and the black guy - his name was Jacen - began kissing on my back and neck! I felt so sexy! And so FREE!! Free to be the feminine homosexual that I always knew that I was!
Jacen kept telling me how sexy I was and how much he like caucasian sissies. He bent his head and suddenly we were kissing. I was kissing a MAN! A gorgeous hunk of black muscle! Jacen was SO handsome - and he wanted ME!! I moved my hand to his athletic shorts and felt his boner through the material. OMG!! So HUGE, and so HARD! It felt so fuckin' HAWT to be making out with another man in PUBLIC! And to think - less than 4 hours ago, I was living with my wife, no idea that she was gonna go through my notebooks and confront me like that! No idea that in less than 4 hours my marriage would be over and I would be in a gay bar 2 miles away, making out with a black man in public!
Then a latina came by and was glaring at us. She made some remarks to Jacen, but he ignored her. I asked Jacen why she was giving us dirty looks and he told me that she was a tranny named Carla, and that they used to be a couple. Jacen told me that his apartment was in the building next door. He suggested that we go there to have some privacy. As we left the bar a few people whistled, and I heard a woman yell out, "PUTA!" I knew it was it was Carla, but I didn't care! I felt so safe with Jacen!
I followed Jacen out of the bar and to a brick apartment building next door. Jacen lived on the third floor. It was a warm night, almost dark. As soon as we were in the living room Jacen was all over me, kissing on me and practically tearing my clothes off. When I was nude he picked me up in his strong arms and carried me into his bedroom. I remember thinking how that this was my fantasies coming true!
Jacen lay me gently on the bed and stripped naked in the dim light of the setting sun. He had a magnificent muscley body! Beautiful black muscles and a huge erect cock. It was standing straight up and completely rigid. It was ten inches of steel. He sat in a big leather chair, like a throne! "Come here, sissy",he said. I got off the bed and he said, "Uh uh. On your hands and knees. You crawl to me".
I obeyed him and crawled to him on my hands and knees. "What do you want, bitch?" he asked.
"I want to suck your cock," I said meekly.
"Then you beg me for it, sissy. I want to hear in your voice how badly you want this black cock".
"Pleeese!" I wanna suck your black cock SO bad!" I begged.
"Please what?" Jacen said.
"Please, Jacen!"

"Please DADDY!", Jacen said, irritated. I was squatting completely nude between Jacen's big meaty thighs as I prepared to perform my first blowjob.
I bowed my head so that my mouth was near the head of Jacen's hardon. I had never sucked cock before, but I had seen enough porn, dreamed about doing so many times - especially when Elaine and I were having sex. YES! - I fantasized about sucking guys off when I was having sex with my beautiful wife!
I planted wet kisses on the black plum of Jacen's dick, before filling my mouth with warm saliva and engulfing the head into my mouth. Jacen moaned in pleasure and I felt his hand cupping the back of my bobbing skull as I pleasured him. All sorts of thoughts were running through my head: 'Is this what it means to be a queer? I am a faggot now!'
I was really getting in to the blowjob now, running my wet mouth up and down the shaft of his cock, like I was eating an ear of corn! Tonguing his big hairy black balls and sucking them into my mouth, sucking his cock as deep as I could - until I retched! Jacen loved the noise of my retching. It seemed to get him even more horny! He leaned forward and reached out to feel my bare ass. "Stand up, sissy," he said, taking my arm and raising me to my feet. "Turn around, I wanna see that ass!"
One thing I knew was that I had a nice ass - one that did not belong on a guy. I also had a nice little set of tits that no guy should have either. I had always been ashamed of these - defects. But now I was considering them to be assets!
Jacen told me to dance, so I began rotating my bare hips, wiggling my buttocks. Jacen's hands were feeling my ass, and he was running his hands up and down my bare, smooth legs. "Mmmm, mmmm, MMM! Ain't a hair on that white ass!" He said in a loud voice. "Soft as silk and sweet as shugah!"
Jacen stood up and pressed the front of his body to the back of my sissy body. His hands went under my arms and cupped my tits. "You got some nice knockas, bitch", he whispered in my ear. His strong fingers were pinching my nipples - hard! I began to squirm in pain, but I was also getting a hardon. I liked it! The pain, the dominion of another man over me! He was kissing on the back of my neck and nibbling on my ear lobes, his stiff cock was pressed up against my bare buttocks. I reached back and squeezed it near the base, and he groaned in pleasure! "Wanna fuck you, baby!" he said, picking me up in his big strong arms like I weighed nothing, and carrying me into his bedroom.
He laid me gently on his bed and covered me with his muscular body. We were tongue kissing, making out, and I kept choking his cock with my hand. He put his thick middle finger to my mouth, so that I could coat it with my saliva, and he started finger banging my hole "Fuck me, daddy!" I begged.
"I got a tub of grease in the bathroom", he told me. "Go on an' fetch it to me, sissy." I got out of the bed to get the grease. "Walk sexy!" he said. "Yeah, that's it - wiggle that white ass fo you daddy!" He was laying back on the pillows, playing with his dick as he watched me in the dim light. I felt like a real whore as I walked back to the bed carrying the vaselino!
I got back in bed and we began making out again. This time Jacen scooped out a finger full of vaselino and began fingering my sex hole. It made me so fuckin' HORNY! Elaine was totally forgotten! All I cared about was this! Suddenly Jacen got on top of me, pushing my legs up over his shoulders. "Jacen", I said, "I don't think I'm ready - maybe..."
But he wasn't listening. He was covering me now, his cock pushing up against the mouth of my greasy anus. "Daddy - is it gonna hurt?" I whimpered.
"It gonna hurt, gonna hurt plenty." he said. I tried with all my might to squirm out from under him, but he was way too strong. I was in an immpossible position, my legs up over his broad shoulders. This had the effect of lifting my buttocks up slightly, and leaving my anus completely unprotected. "Gonna hurt GOOD!" he growled in my ear.
I was howling in agony as he raped me. I was screaming! It was a warm night, and the windows were open, and I knew people on the city streets below could hear my screams. But no one cared. Except for Jacen. And the sounds of my screaming only served to make him hornier. I had never had a cock up my ass before - now I had 12 inches of rigid cock, balls deep inside of me. My bare skinny legs were up on Jacen's buff shoulders, and the weight of his big body on mine had me pinned and unable to move.
When he cherried me Jacen had been uncompromising, steadily feeding his hard cock inch by inch into my naked anus - until he was balls deep. Only then did he stop, and he just lay on me, kissing on my neck and ears. I stopped crying because his kisses felt good! Then I realized - so did his cock! It didn't hurt now! Jacen's mouth found mine and we began making out. I could feel my dick getting hard, and Jacen began to fuck me - slowly at first - all the way out - all the way back in. I began whimpering in lust as he quickened the tempo, his hot kisses all over my ears, neck, and tits. His mouth felt so good on my tits! He was pounding on me now - his balls slapping up against the cheeks of my bare nalgas. He was breathing heavily and moaning in hawt sex pleasure. Suddenly he buried his cock deep into my ass, stiffened, and shouted out in pleasure as he emptied his balls inside of me - hot cum spurting deep into my guts.
Later, we cuddled naked in each other's arms, and I heard him sleeping. All kinds of things were running through my head. This is what it feels like to be a faggot, I thought. I am a faggot now - a queer. I was disgusted with myself. I lay there naked in his - in my man's - arms, and I knew that now I belonged to him, that I was his woman - his faggot - his bitch.
Call me "she", "her", "ella". Why? Well, because I'm a woman, silly! I know, I'm not a real woman, but I might as well be. Wanna be bitch. I had gotten my cherry popped by a REAL man!