Thursday, June 19, 2014

HAWGTIED NAKED AND FORCED TO SWALLOW

That's what happened to me in the county jail, before I even got to state prison. They really didn't need to hog tie me in the cell, I had already been turned out as a sissy, and was willingly giving guys blow jobs and having them fuck me in the ass. They tied me up for the humiliation factor. I was hog tied, like a piece of white meat on a bunk in a cell, while the blacks and Latinos stepped up and skull fucked my mouth, ejaculating into my throat.

I got my cherry popped by a black guy in a video booth of an adult bookstore. I had been going there for several weeks, sucking men off in the booths. I had begun stripping down nude and wearing high heels and lipstick and sucking men off. A lot of guys had expressed the desire to fuck me in the ass, but up until then had been scared. I was afraid of the pain - even though I was constantly dreaming about having guys fuck me. I would think about it all day, going crazy! I couldn't wait until my wife left for work! One night I stopped off at another adult bookstore, closer to where I lived, and bought a tube of Anal-Eze. Then I drove to my favorite adult bookstore.

As usual I got a booth, took off all my clothes, put on my high heels, applied some red lipstick, and unlocked the door. I raised my legs and put a big gob of Anal-Eze on my rectum, working it in with my fingers. I had SUCH a hardon! Over the next hour I sucked 4 guys off. Then this one REALLY cute black guy came into my booth, and something told me that he was gonna be the one. He took off all of his clothes except for his basketball shoes. He had a big cock - at least 10 inches - and bone hard, standing straight up! I got down on my knees at his feet and began to suck his dick. It was so big and HARD and I ran my whorish mouth up and down the length of it, like an ear of corn! I licked his balls and sucked them into my mouth. Well, that's when I knew I was bout to get fuck, because he leaned forward to feel up my bare buttocks. His big hands felt good as he cupped my nalgas. He took my arm. "Stand up, sissy", he said. "Lemme see that ass."
I obeyed him, wiggling my hips. "That ass does NOT belong on a guy," he said. "Those titties either."

"You wanna fuck me?" I asked over my shoulder. He came up on me his body on mine. His hands were fondling my tits and he was kissing on my ears and neck. I could feel his hardon laying on my buttocks. I reached behind me and squeezed his cock, choking it near the base. I was a little nervous, but I knew that if I ever wanted to feel like a real woman, I had to start sometime.

"I want that pussy, baby", he growled in my ear. There was hardcore rap music playing on the overhead as he put his cock to the mouth of my rectum, and began to push it in. There was a little discomfort as it popped in, but not much. The ANAL-EZE was working! I finally had a cock up my ass! This was all I ever wanted from the time I was 12 or 13 years old - to be fucked by a big, masculine MAN!

He worked that hard black cock up my ass until he was balls deep. Then he began to fuck me with long, slow strokes, his hands all over my bare body. AIII, Si BUGARRON!! He took me in his big strong arms and began to really fuck me hard, his balls slapping up against the backs of my thighs. He had me in a head lock! I put my dainty hands up on his knotty forearm as he raped me in that booth. Suddenly he tensed and I felt his cock jumping in my belly as spurt after spurt he filled my belly with his semen. Slowly he eased his still hard cock from my rectum and I remember thinking how it felt so good - like taking a hard constipated shit! You know that feeling? When you take a hard shit - how good it feels coming out? That's how his black cock felt as it eased out of my greasy anus! I turned and dropped to my sissy knees on the bare hard floor, and took his naked boner in my mouth, cleaning it good with my mouth and tongue! Then I grabbed some napkins from the bench and cleaned my saliva off his penis. "Didja like it, honey?" I asked, looking up at him, eager to please.
He looked down at me and patted my cheek. "Yeah, that was good, sissy! That pussy was TIGHT!"
     
 I smiled to myself. I didn't tell him that he had been the ONE! You know, girls, the ONE you never forget - the man who cherried you! After he left I got fucked 3 more times that night by different men. That was on a Wednesday night. By Sunday I had gotten ass fucked by over 20 men, and then I gave up tryna count them.

The cute Caucasian teen cocked his buttocks up on the motel bed. He was lying face down on the bed, completely naked, and he was trying to get his boyfriend's attention by wiggling his nalgas! He felt JJ's big hand cupping his buttocks and he smiled to himself. He was spread and he knew that JJ had a good view of everything! He gave his lover a sexy anus wink! He laughed silently when he heard JJ's deep voice groan in response, and caught his breath when he felt JJ's thick finger in his ass hole. JJ got on the bed, covering his sissy with his own big body. Keven-Jeanne shivered when he felt a kiss on his back, and the feel of JJ's hard muscles on top of him. The big Negro lay on top of his white sissy and wrapped his big muscles around him. Keven-Jeanne could feel JJ's big hardon pressed on his buttocks. He knew that he was about to get fuck. JJ raised up and mounted the cute young sissy, his hardon at the mouth of Keven-Jeanne's naked anus. Keven-Jeanne wiggled his hips and caught his breath as the plum sized head of JJ's hard black cock pushed into his greasy anus. The sissy whimpered as the big black hardon worked slowly up inside of him - until JJ was inside, his hairy black nuts resting on Keven-Jeanne's smooth white buttocks. Then JJ began to fuck his Caucasian puta, slowly at first but then with increasing ardor until he was slamming - flesh slapping against flesh - the headboard pounding against the wall, accompanied by the sissy's shrill screams. Suddenly the big Negro tensed and shouted out in a loud voice as he nutted in Keven-Jeanne's bare anus, filling the little faggot's guts with his seed. Later, Keven-Jeanne sat at the dressing table, teasing up his blonde hair, using LOTS of hairspray. He applied some fresh red lipstick to his full lips, his eyes colored with green eyeshadow. He was excited because JJ was bringing him to a gay nightclub tonight - it was tranny night - and JJ told the youngster they could make a lot of money there


So I was on my knees, suckin’ this guy’s cock, and he asks me, “Where did you learn to suck cock like that?”


“I been suckin’cock since I was 12 years old,” I told him. “So I’ve had LOTS of practice, honey.” I told him.

“Get out!” he said. “Serious?” So I made up this whole story about how when I was 12, my mom’s black boyfriend, Junior, caught me in a pair mom’s high heels, some of her lipstick – and nothing else. Instead of being angry he told me how sexy I was and he took me in his arms and kissed me, placing my right hand on the bulge in his basketball shorts. “You ever suck cock, Keven?” he asked me.

I shook my head shyly. “Not yet.” I said. “But I seen girls doin’ it in porno movies.” Junior took my hand and led me into his and mom’s bedroom. He took the remote and started a porno. It was of a petite blonde girl giving a huge black guy a blowjob. Junior stripped off his tank top and told me to take his shorts off. What a gorgeous black body! All hard muscles and tattoos!

I knelt to obey him, hooking my thumbs in the waistband of his shorts, pulling them down.“Draws, too, Keven,” he ordered. I pulled his jockeys down, freeing his 10 inch cock! It was so big and really rigid – big as the actor in the porno. There was a large bead of semen forming on the head of his dick – it looked like a pearl. Instinctively my tongue flicked out to lap it up. “Kiss it, Keven – kiss on the haid, sissy!”


I planted a big juicy kiss on the head of his cock, and then took it into my mouth and began blowing him. He moaned loudly in his deep bass voice – so manly! – as I engulfed his hard cock deep into my mouth. I began sucking him, just like I had seen so many women do. And now I was the woman! Just like them! Just like I had dreamed about. I sucked and licked his cock from balls to tip, slavering on it like it was a big ear of corn!


Junior had really big, powerful thighs – hard like iron! As I blew him I ran my dainty little hands all over those big hairy LEGS! He LOVED that! He told me to get down and suck his balls – he had HUGE balls! They were hanging above my face as I opened wide sucking one at a time into my mouth. It felt SO fuckin’ HAWT to have a pair of hairy balls in my mouth. I had him by the balls! I had the Bull by the balls!


He turned and spread his buttocks. “Eat that ass, bitch!” he ordered me. I hungrily obeyed him, pushing my pale, white face into his anus, tongue flicking, lips sucking –gnawing on his rectum. I ate his ass hole until my jaws were numb. Suddenly he turned and thrust his cock back into my mouth, pushing it deep – so deep I was retching. He had one large hand under my chin, and the other on the back of my skull, holding my head immobile, working his black cock down my throat, balls deep, so that my nose was pressed to his pubis – and I felt warm semen filling my throat – as he ejaculated with a loud yell.


Gradually he relaxed the hold on my head and slowly withdrew his cock. “Clean it off, sissy– use that mouth” he said. I hungrily licked his still hard penis clean, squeezing it near the base to milk out every last drop of his Negro cum juice.


Later, as we cuddled nude in my mom’s bed, He asked me if I had enjoyed it. “Yes, Junior,” I said.

DADDY –he told me – “From now on you call me DADDY!”

“Yes, Daddy!” I repeated, my face on his bare chest, my nose inhaling the musk from his armpits.


That's the story I told my trick in the booth at the adult arcade. As I was suckin' him off I'd pause periodically to tell him more titillating details of my life. Like when I was sent to prison at age 17, and turned out by the black inmates as a prison "woman", made to wear lipstick and eyeshadow, and wear tank tops cut and sewn to fit like a tight short dress, butt baring short shorts and halter tops, and forced to whore for a big black bully, who pimped my white sissy ass out to all the Negro men on the cell block!


Hunky men having naked homosexual love! Big naked muscleman, about 40, on top of a smooth young 15 year old twink, his big cock up the young faggot's ass in the back room of a noisy gay bar! I want to be young, just starting out, and get on my knees naked and give big grown men hot bareback blowjobs! I want to be in the hot, sweaty dark arcade, giving nude blowjobs and letting big men fuck me in the video booths. Shaved his legs and then "he" was a "she"!! 

I love being queer! it's so fucking SEXY! Last weekend a guy throat fucked me so hard! Finally he shoved his cock as far down my throat as he could. I was retching, choking, and gagging. I tried to back my head out but he held the back of my head so strongly that I couldn't even move an inch, because he had my chin in one hand and the back of my skull in the other and then he ejaculated all of his semen deep into my throat. Before I sucked his cock he made me stand and display my ass, and he slapped my bare buttocks - HARD! Sugar plum faery nevah once gave it away - made the big men pay and pay - plucked his eyebrows along the way - shaved his legs and then HE was a SHE! Sugar plum faery never once gave it away ...!

Wednesday, April 9, 2014


I'll never forget the night I got cherried. It was in San Diego and let's just say, I was really young. I had gone out drinking with some friends and we got separated. I was so drunk I fell asleep in an alley. When I woke up it was 2 a.m. and I had no idea where I was. I was still quite intoxicated, so I wandered around until I found a bus station. I had to pee really badly so I went in and, for whatever reason went in one of the stalls to pee, instead of using the urinals. I don't remember how it happened but suddenly there was a guy next to me and he was peeing in the same toilet bowl as I was. And his dick was hard! I just remember feeling his cock and squeezing it - and getting hard myself.

He took me to a run down hotel and we got a room on the 4th floor. It was a big room but really seedy looking, with an iron bed. We were both so fuckin' HORNY! He was an older guy, in his forties, about 6 feet tall and bald. We both stripped nude and I checked out his body. He was muscular - wiry - and had a lot of tattoos. His dick was over 6 inches and curved straight up it was so hard. He crooked his finger at me, motioning me to come to him. I started to come to him but he said, "Uh uh. On your knees, honey."
I sank to my knees and crawled to where he was standing. I had never sucked a cock before, but had watched enough porn to know what to do. Mmmm! My first taste of cock! I blew him and he was playing with my hair - I had long blond shoulder length hair.
He entwined his fingers in my hair, pulling it up into a tight topknot, so that he could control the movements of my bobbing skull. Suddenly he pulled my head back, his sloppy, gristly cock sliding from my hungry mouth.

"Why, honey?" I started to say, but cried out in pain instead as he jerked me to my feet, using my topknot as a handle. He walked - or I guess I should say - dragged me over to the bed - half on my feet, half on my knees - and lay me down on the piss stinking mattress. He turned off the light and got on top of me. He was all over me, kissing on my face, my lips, my ears, my neck. I felt like I had died and gone to heaven! He began sucking on my titties and I sobbed.

"What's wrong?" he said.

"Am I your woman?" I asked him. "You are my woman, baby!" he said nuzzling on my bare tits with his rough sandpapery face.

"Am I like a real woman?" I asked. He kissed me long and deep. "You are all woman, baby," he said.

He had a small tub of vaseline and he scooped up a gob with his 2 fingers. He had thick, calloused fingers. I gasped as I felt a finger enter my anus. "Relax, baby," he said softly. "I ain't gonna hurt you."

We began making out, lots of tongue and saliva, and it made us both really horny. I wanted him to fuck me, even though I was scared that it would hurt.

"Fuck me, sweetheart," I whispered in his ear. "I want you inside of me - wanna be your woman for reals!"

He raised my smooth legs up over his muscular shoulders and I felt his dick near the mouth of my hole. Then the thrusts! I started to scream out in agony, but he clasped his hand over my mouth and continued to work his hardon into my ass. He had me pinned to the bed and there was no way I could squirm away from under him. Suddenly I felt his dick slide deep inside of me and the pain subsided. That's when he gave me the best fuck of my young life

I'm looking for a big dominant bully who will humiliate me in public. I want him to slap me around in the corridor at the arcade while people are watching. And I'll be whimpering and cowering and calling him "Daddy!"

I want to whore for my big black "Daddy". I'm like sexy Rhianna - I like the feeling of being somebody's girl - especially if he a handsome nigga man!

A big muscley black man pimps out his white sissy on the cell block. He watches as his ho struts down the block, wearing nothing but a pair of skimpy short-shorts and a halter top, soliciting men as "she" walks. "She" knows that she has to make some "paper" for "her" man, else "she" gone be gettin' a beating from him.

"Pump that nice white ass fo yo man, sissy! The queen loves hearing his deep bass voice shout out in pleasure as he empties his seed deep in the sissy's bare ass. "She" wiggles her naked hips to make his dick hard, then kneels to give him a wild blow job.

This is the story of Keven, a 24 year old white guy who went to jail for shoplifting. While in jail he was, through threats of violence, forced to perform oral sex on several African-American inmates. After a severe beating Keven turned to Oscar, a muscular black Puerto Rican inmate for protection. In return Keven had to become Oscar's "woman". Oscar renamed Keven "Gloria", and forced him to dress and act like a real woman. While walking down the cell block wearing a pair of tiny short-shorts, a halter top, lipstick and mascara, Keven thinks about Danni, his Asian wife, and what she would think if she knew what he had become behind bars.

Some of the Negro inmates set up a sort of strip club in the dayroom, and had their Caucasian sissies do sets, dancing completely nude on the tables for the black and Latino inmates. The squealing Caucasian Queens boogied completely nude on the tables, to the music of the hardcore rap videos that were on the television, their pale, white skin, with bruises and varying degrees of prison tattoos, red lipstick on their pouty lips. The horny inmates sat at the tables, feeling the sissies' smooth, silky, bare legs. If a man wanted to touch, he had to give the faggot something - a candy bar, toothpaste - whatever. If he wanted a lap dance it cost more. If he wanted a private lap dance - which could be a blowjob, or a fuck - the faerie would bring him to an empty cell and service him in private. In any case, it was up to the sissy to get the payment - to give to her big Negro bugarron. Just like out on the streets, these putas know better than to short change a pimp. This became Keven's- "Gloria's" life. And while "she" was getting a beating in a cell from "her" big Negro pimp, her Asian wife - Danni - was watching television just 3 miles away, totally unaware of the humiliation her husband was undergoing.

Little Caucasian faery boy, hawt for muscley Negro men!

Sunday, April 6, 2014

SALVAJE MARICON!

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HAWT WEIGHT LIFTER!

Last night at the adult arcade,I was sitting in my usual spot - booth 11 - with the door open, and I spotted a dream guy. He was about 40, and he was obviously a weight lifter. I figured that he was probably gay and looking for a guy guy, and that he probably wouldn't be interested in a feminine little crossdresser like me. But then he stopped and gave me a long look, and then I had some hope. Sure enough, about 5 minutes later he approached me. "What do you like to do?" he asked.
"I like to suck cock," I responded. He took my hand and placed it on the bulge in his sweats. Mmmm! Nice and HARD! He entered the booth, closing and locking the door behind him.
I took off my little black bikini and got on my knees before him. He took his dick out. It was maybe 7 inches and rigid hard. It curved up, like a horn. I began sucking his cock. He reached out and cupped the back of my skull, thrusting his hips forward. "Do you wanna fuck me, Daddy?" I said.
"Yeah," he responded. "Get up on the bench."
Well, he didn't have to tell Little Queenie twice. I slapped some KY on my rectum and slid my greasy hand over his boner. then I got up on the bench, spread my knees apart and put my upper body low on the bench, leaving my anus spraddled and completely unprotected. He mounted me, his dick probing for my pussy. "Stick it in," he said. I reached back, grabbed his hardon and guided it to the mouth of my anus. "Go head, daddy," I said. He pushed and it slid right in. Ohh, it felt SO divine! He began fucking me, balls deep. I was wiggling my hips as he raped me, and he kept saying: "That's some good ass! Man! That's some good ass!"
He fucked me for a minute or 2 and then he came. He eased his dick out and I dropped to the floor, wanting to suck his dick clean. But he twisted away and said, "Don't touch it."
"Didja like it, honey?" I asked him.
"Yeah, it was great." he said, wiping off his cock. Then he was gone, as suddenly as he had come, leaving me to bask in the glow of our sex. I won't call it lovemaking, because it wasn't. Some men like to kiss and fondle and make out before the blowjob or fuck. But this was just pure mating, like a masculine animal (him) taking the ass of the female (me). I had sex with several men last weekend, some with bigger cocks than this Bull, but his beautiful naked muscley body was SO fuckin' HOT! I really hope I can see him again soon!

Friday, February 28, 2014

CUM HUNGRY!!

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Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I was married for 3 years before I finally got caught. It happened when my wife went through my notebooks and found all the gay fantasies I had been writing about. The story she found was one I had just written. It was about a young guy who applies for a modeling job at a gay magazine called TORO. In the story, The young guy goes to the modeling session, where he poses nude for the publisher/photographer and his wife. Later, the publisher, a big hairy muscleman in his late 40s, comes in and seduces the young model, and they end up making love while the man's wife watches. The twink falls madly in love with the Bull, and can't stop talking about his lover's "big, hairy arms and hairy legs".

Well, Eileen found the story and confronted me. She was in a rage, screaming and calling me names like "queer", and "faggot" At first I adamantly denied that I was gay, attributing the story as fiction. But then some thought, some devil, entered my head and whispered:
"Now's your chance! Take it! You know what you are, what you've always been. Take your freedom - now!"
So I admitted to my wife that yes, I AM gay and I want a divorce. I packed a few things - just the bare minimum - I was determined to start my new life with as few encumberences as possible. It was summer, so I put on my skimpiest pair of shorts and a yellow tank top. I wanted to look gay! All the while Eileen was raging at me, crying, cursing. I packed in silence and headed for the door. I turned to look at Eileen. "Goodbye", I said.
Suddenly Eileen threw me a curve. She ran up to me sobbing and begging my forgiveness. She told me that she was sorry and that she believed my alibi about the fiction. This made this much more complicated! I could stay. Stay with my wife, where it was safe, where she loved me - and let the status quo continue. Eileen w ascrying, but I walked out on her because nothing was going to stand in my way ever again! I was determined to have my freedom as a homosexual.
I went straight to the gay bar that I had been dreaming about and went in. I had passed this place so many times, fantasizing about what went on in there, masturbating to these fantasies in the bathroom, while Eileen was asleep. I took a deep breath and went inside. The gay bar was in a ghetto area of the city and I was only there a short time before men began hitting on me. This hot black guy told the others to get lost and he bought me a fruity drink. He asked me what I had in the bag, and I told him what had happened; that my wife had busted me with gay porn and we had a big fight. I told him that I made up my mind to quit lying to her and just demand my freedom.
I was wearing the tank top and short shorts, and the black guy - his name was Jacen - began kissing on my back and neck! I felt so sexy! And so FREE!! Free to be the feminine homosexual that I always knew that I was!
Jacen kept telling me how sexy I was and how much he like caucasian sissies. He bent his head and suddenly we were kissing. I was kissing a MAN! A gorgeous hunk of black muscle! Jacen was SO handsome - and he wanted ME!! I moved my hand to his athletic shorts and felt his boner through the material. OMG!! So HUGE, and so HARD! It felt so fuckin' HAWT to be making out with another man in PUBLIC! And to think - less than 4 hours ago, I was living with my wife, no idea that she was gonna go through my notebooks and confront me like that! No idea that in less than 4 hours my marriage would be over and I would be in a gay bar 2 miles away, making out with a black man in public!
Then a latina came by and was glaring at us. She made some remarks to Jacen, but he ignored her. I asked Jacen why she was giving us dirty looks and he told me that she was a tranny named Carla, and that they used to be a couple. Jacen told me that his apartment was in the building next door. He suggested that we go there to have some privacy. As we left the bar a few people whistled, and I heard a woman yell out, "PUTA!" I knew it was it was Carla, but I didn't care! I felt so safe with Jacen!
I followed Jacen out of the bar and to a brick apartment building next door. Jacen lived on the third floor. It was a warm night, almost dark. As soon as we were in the living room Jacen was all over me, kissing on me and practically tearing my clothes off. When I was nude he picked me up in his strong arms and carried me into his bedroom. I remember thinking how that this was my fantasies coming true!
Jacen lay me gently on the bed and stripped naked in the dim light of the setting sun. He had a magnificent muscley body! Beautiful black muscles and a huge erect cock. It was standing straight up and completely rigid. It was ten inches of steel. He sat in a big leather chair, like a throne! "Come here, sissy",he said. I got off the bed and he said, "Uh uh. On your hands and knees. You crawl to me".
I obeyed him and crawled to him on my hands and knees. "What do you want, bitch?" he asked.
"I want to suck your cock," I said meekly.
"Then you beg me for it, sissy. I want to hear in your voice how badly you want this black cock".
"Pleeese!" I wanna suck your black cock SO bad!" I begged.
"Please what?" Jacen said.
"Please, Jacen!"

"Please DADDY!", Jacen said, irritated. I was squatting completely nude between Jacen's big meaty thighs as I prepared to perform my first blowjob.
I bowed my head so that my mouth was near the head of Jacen's hardon. I had never sucked cock before, but I had seen enough porn, dreamed about doing so many times - especially when Elaine and I were having sex. YES! - I fantasized about sucking guys off when I was having sex with my beautiful wife!
I planted wet kisses on the black plum of Jacen's dick, before filling my mouth with warm saliva and engulfing the head into my mouth. Jacen moaned in pleasure and I felt his hand cupping the back of my bobbing skull as I pleasured him. All sorts of thoughts were running through my head: 'Is this what it means to be a queer? I am a faggot now!'
I was really getting in to the blowjob now, running my wet mouth up and down the shaft of his cock, like I was eating an ear of corn! Tonguing his big hairy black balls and sucking them into my mouth, sucking his cock as deep as I could - until I retched! Jacen loved the noise of my retching. It seemed to get him even more horny! He leaned forward and reached out to feel my bare ass. "Stand up, sissy," he said, taking my arm and raising me to my feet. "Turn around, I wanna see that ass!"
One thing I knew was that I had a nice ass - one that did not belong on a guy. I also had a nice little set of tits that no guy should have either. I had always been ashamed of these - defects. But now I was considering them to be assets!
Jacen told me to dance, so I began rotating my bare hips, wiggling my buttocks. Jacen's hands were feeling my ass, and he was running his hands up and down my bare, smooth legs. "Mmmm, mmmm, MMM! Ain't a hair on that white ass!" He said in a loud voice. "Soft as silk and sweet as shugah!"
Jacen stood up and pressed the front of his body to the back of my sissy body. His hands went under my arms and cupped my tits. "You got some nice knockas, bitch", he whispered in my ear. His strong fingers were pinching my nipples - hard! I began to squirm in pain, but I was also getting a hardon. I liked it! The pain, the dominion of another man over me! He was kissing on the back of my neck and nibbling on my ear lobes, his stiff cock was pressed up against my bare buttocks. I reached back and squeezed it near the base, and he groaned in pleasure! "Wanna fuck you, baby!" he said, picking me up in his big strong arms like I weighed nothing, and carrying me into his bedroom.
He laid me gently on his bed and covered me with his muscular body. We were tongue kissing, making out, and I kept choking his cock with my hand. He put his thick middle finger to my mouth, so that I could coat it with my saliva, and he started finger banging my hole "Fuck me, daddy!" I begged.
"I got a tub of grease in the bathroom", he told me. "Go on an' fetch it to me, sissy." I got out of the bed to get the grease. "Walk sexy!" he said. "Yeah, that's it - wiggle that white ass fo you daddy!" He was laying back on the pillows, playing with his dick as he watched me in the dim light. I felt like a real whore as I walked back to the bed carrying the vaselino!
I got back in bed and we began making out again. This time Jacen scooped out a finger full of vaselino and began fingering my sex hole. It made me so fuckin' HORNY! Elaine was totally forgotten! All I cared about was this! Suddenly Jacen got on top of me, pushing my legs up over his shoulders. "Jacen", I said, "I don't think I'm ready - maybe..."
But he wasn't listening. He was covering me now, his cock pushing up against the mouth of my greasy anus. "Daddy - is it gonna hurt?" I whimpered.
"It gonna hurt, gonna hurt plenty." he said. I tried with all my might to squirm out from under him, but he was way too strong. I was in an immpossible position, my legs up over his broad shoulders. This had the effect of lifting my buttocks up slightly, and leaving my anus completely unprotected. "Gonna hurt GOOD!" he growled in my ear.
I was howling in agony as he raped me. I was screaming! It was a warm night, and the windows were open, and I knew people on the city streets below could hear my screams. But no one cared. Except for Jacen. And the sounds of my screaming only served to make him hornier. I had never had a cock up my ass before - now I had 12 inches of rigid cock, balls deep inside of me. My bare skinny legs were up on Jacen's buff shoulders, and the weight of his big body on mine had me pinned and unable to move.
When he cherried me Jacen had been uncompromising, steadily feeding his hard cock inch by inch into my naked anus - until he was balls deep. Only then did he stop, and he just lay on me, kissing on my neck and ears. I stopped crying because his kisses felt good! Then I realized - so did his cock! It didn't hurt now! Jacen's mouth found mine and we began making out. I could feel my dick getting hard, and Jacen began to fuck me - slowly at first - all the way out - all the way back in. I began whimpering in lust as he quickened the tempo, his hot kisses all over my ears, neck, and tits. His mouth felt so good on my tits! He was pounding on me now - his balls slapping up against the cheeks of my bare nalgas. He was breathing heavily and moaning in hawt sex pleasure. Suddenly he buried his cock deep into my ass, stiffened, and shouted out in pleasure as he emptied his balls inside of me - hot cum spurting deep into my guts.
Later, we cuddled naked in each other's arms, and I heard him sleeping. All kinds of things were running through my head. This is what it feels like to be a faggot, I thought. I am a faggot now - a queer. I was disgusted with myself. I lay there naked in his - in my man's - arms, and I knew that now I belonged to him, that I was his woman - his faggot - his bitch.
Call me "she", "her", "ella". Why? Well, because I'm a woman, silly! I know, I'm not a real woman, but I might as well be. Wanna be bitch. I had gotten my cherry popped by a REAL man!